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Sunday, May 31, 2009

yes.finally baby is awake.
baby say will reach by my side at 2pm.
look at the time.
1.52pm.
i called him at 1.50pm.
and baby claimed that he will be late for 5mins.
all because i am on the phone with him.
alright!
hahaha.
lets see.

baby is superr sweeet with me.
every now and then,
baby would give me a pat.
just like telling me that he's around.
whenever i lay in his arms,
baby would stroke my hair.
telling me he's here with me.
baby always make it a point to send me special msg to me.
yes.never a night that i didnt receive.
baby is different from others.
i know now i am in safe hands.
even i have to suffer,
i know i would be suffering together with him and not alone.

baby just texted me.
telling me sorry that he didnt managed to come for breakfast.
but baby say he wouldn't want to explain,
because baby say its all excuse.

i was browsing thru my sms-es.
becus my inbox is full.
and i came by a message from him.
i still couldnt figure out why he is doing all these.
im really tired facing these old problems.
could anyone help me with it.
i wouldn't want this to affect baby & me.
no doubt i know he poses no threat.
but i know baby always put a strong front in me.
just to make sure i don't lose my smile again.
i need someone really knock some sense into him.
i couldnt understand why he is using names of ppl.
and those ppl were close friends of his and mine.
i still couldnt figure it out why.
not many know about this case.
but i have found assurance from ben and junhong.
and thats enough to prove everything.
and,yes he said that he changed.
but,there's alot of butS i want to say.
telling all those wouldn't a change a thing.
my friends and i have drifted in the past 2yrs.
all because i was not allowed to be in contact with them.
or rather less contact with them.
but thank god,that they understand w/o me saying a single word.
thats is wad true friends are.
i dun have many many many friends.
but i have a group of close friends,a group of true friends.

baby and i are happy being with each other.
he always tell me,lets just stay in the world of ours.
becus we do not want any harm from anyone out there anymore.
and baby don't want me to be snatch away by anyone,anymore.
i know all these sounds stupid.
but,all these are heartfelt words within me and baby.
be it anyone out there spreading anything about us,we wouldnt mind.
becus baby and i know,good friends of mine know.
we know wad we are doing.
and i know friends of mine have given their blessings.

and lastly,i cant wait for my zoooo outing.
be it with only baby or julianna and junhong.
i just cant wait....

happy,happier,happiest

isn't it sweeet.
baby eventually come in and post :D
haha.somemore in chinese.
haha.baby's super no. 1 in me.

thought that baby would really come and have breakfast with me.
but baby's still fast asleep can.
zzz.
going to bring grandpa back to yew tee later.
around 5pm when ben giam reach here.

tired.random i know.

宝贝，今天和你过了很开心的一日。你还是和以前一样，不敢一个人看恐怖片。。哈哈
不能取笑你。。因为我也不敢=D
好别取笑你了，不然我明天的头不保了=P

无论你遇到多少烦恼我会永远陪这你熬过，放心okay宝贝?
你对我来说，很特别。。我们亲历过得事情是没人能想象得。
我很遗憾在这三年的分离，你受了太多苦，委屈，我并没有遵守我的诺言。
三年后，我已经不能弥补你受到的伤害。我只能保证自己在也不给你伤害..
用我的生命去爱
不让任何事情来伤害
我会保护你
我会疼你

你是世界唯一
我的宝贝
我爱你
永远~

Saturday, May 30, 2009

L4D just now.
together with baby,julianna,and junhong.
supposely to play versus mode cause mu's brothers are there too.
but.somehow i guess dun have 6 coms in a row.
so end up only me,baby,julianna,junhong a team.

again discussed some issues with baby.
sometimes i get really tired over such stuffs.
getting tired of thinking and brainstorming.
but,i know im not alone.
everything's gonna be fine right baby?

baby and i came back to have dinner with grandparents.
after which we watch final destination.
my god.
haha.only watch halfway.
shall continue the other half tml morning with baby.
baby promised to come for breakfast tml.
haha.

chatted to one of my close friend.
updated her some of my stuff.
and my baby is qiulong.
this is for you my dear friend.
you know who you are.
:)

now at baby's place.
was super upset this morning.
planned to bring my grandpa back to my place.
but granny came in and talk to me.
asking me whether could they dun go back to yew tee.
they like it here.
i do understand why she love this place
why she want to stay here rather than going up to yew tee.
talked to grandpa and we agreed to go back tml morning.
so quickly called muqing to inform him.

baby was still fast asleep can!
missed call baby 21 times.
right baby?
hahaha.
baby and i sleep around 3.15am last night.
but this time round i tuck myself to sleep okay.
because i know my baby is tired.
hahaha.

got to go and give tution already
after that would be L4D with julianna and junhong.
loves.

Friday, May 29, 2009

now at baby's place.he is now at the socceer court.
woke up after 6hrs of nap.
yeah.

made baby upset that this mrg he came to my doorstep
but im still fast asleep.sooo sorry. :(
becus baby didnt wake me up when he left his house..
and so,he left.
hmm.

so i came to look for baby instead the moment i wake up.
he eventually received a sms from me this mrg.
but i dun rmb.i guess my halfway sleeping and awake problem is back.
baby losted his atm card again and thus leading baby more frustrated.

had a bowl of maggi cooked by baby.yummy.
haha.
going to have dinner at UNO with baby, julianna and junhong.

my misunderstandings with julianna,i guess its cleared.
i talked it out with her.and yes,
i will know her by myself and not thru ppl's saying.

baby said something sweeet to me.
only me and him will know.
the word acknowledge,baby.

30/05/2009 0155am

宝贝!! 经过了这么长的时间。。
我们彼此都忘不了对方，我要感谢上帝从新让我们回到彼此的怀抱里。
我很希望那些我们曾经拥有的快乐，可以回到我们的世界。
是你从新彩绘我的世界，
是你让我发现到真真快乐，
是你一切，都是你。

也许我们在别人的眼中是个笑话，别人没办法理解我们。。为何三次四次的分离，的伤害。。我们始终在一起。这是别人不能了解的道理。因此这种种的过程其实已经把我们两的感情建立到无可取代的地步。宝贝因为你的存在，让我感到生命的意义。

我希望将来无论遇到了多少挫折，我们彼此都能一起熬过，和你永远在一起是我的梦想。。
这不是花言巧语，
也不是随便说说，
这是我的心里话。

我爱你
永远，
Baby.

this post is for my special boy.
someone who has regain my smile which i lost.
i seldom lost my smile.
but it was lost since april.
and then baby appeared.
well.many will think its super funny.
super funny that we eventually got back together.
but i think its really fate.

alot of things happened to each of us.
ups and downs,met with another person.
had good times and bad times together with the other partner.
faced many problems.and both of us had a failed r/s.
and now,we are back together again.
like wad you have told me.
we came back to the starting point.

things have changed.we have grown up.
we couldnt compare the past and now.
alot of things is not the same anymore.
because we were not matured enough to solve our problems.
we had fall hard enough.
we learned.

now,we should cherish wadever we have.
like wad we agreed,the most hurtful thing we have went thru le.
we will write a story wher we didnt write before.
we will write a story that hasn't been told before.
we would only bring joy,happiness and accompany to each other.
pain and sufferings we will go thru together.
we had memories that we will never be able to erase off.

even if the sky falls,we will die,you will still be the one holding me.
thats wad you promised.

back home now.
had dinner at UNO.
porrrk chop:)
but still i prefer baby's cooking.
hmm.
went to some romantic place suggested by junhong.
yea,so four of us were at that romantic place.haha.

baby and i left around 10.45pm
while julianna and junhong still there.

baby and i walked back to tpy interchange.
discussed over some matters.
yes.serious matters..
but,baby and i have come to a solution.
& we believed it will be the best solution to all.
isn't it baby ?

Thursday, May 28, 2009

this blog has a new beginning.
beginning of everything.
here will be the records of us doing wad everyday,
and how much we do to each other
to make a smile appear on the face alright?

right now at ang mo kio house.
brought grand-dad back.now he's resting.
so is baby,
only me here blogging.hahas.
baby is dead beat.haha.because he reached my house at 7.45am.
wadever for?
for a smile in me.

and you achieved it,didnt you?
love you k.
L4d later ,thats wad you said.
hahas.