just settled some chalet stuffs with some of my friends.
alright, everything is back on track,
and will goes like how every year chalet being organised.
and daniel has come up with some funny ideas.
hahaha! shhhh...
will discuss more with them! hee.
okay, will be heading down to orchard get my pay, and then chinatown.
to get gift that i wanted for babylove.
and i scare i lost my way there la~ you know, chinatown!
last night i slept with the feeling that babylove is besides me.
he was actually on the phone with me.
and after so long that he hasn't been on the phone with me till i sleep le lor,
hmmmm, but i know why,
simply because, he's enlisted that time! :D
oh well, i have to get my ass off this chair now,
or else i can't reach Brownie Factory on time,
and my supervisor might nag again,
and will be going babylove's house tonight again for maths tuition.
and and and, yesterday i found out myself that i can do simultaneous questions!
thanks to teng teng! hee :D
Yo RrrEADERS~
hmmm just pei baby to yew tee... and i shouted at her in the train.
I know i shouldn't do that even i dun feel good with the bleed.
Baby's intention was to help me get rid the dry skin in my ear, but eventually it bled.
I'm so sorry baby, hope u really can forgive me.
Hmm went to eat prata for dinner...
As usual, that shop was equally sucks compare 4years ago.
Haa.. but it was my sister inspire to go there. =D
Came back home, play with our hamster =)
SO CUTE!!!!
Got chance upload pics for u guys...
Baby suppose to study at my house with my sister but end up watching channel8
Hmm okay can understand that show only today has.
So i dun really disallow her to watch.
Okay baby have been busy doing chalet things for me... So happy.
If i'm not wrong, i and my buddy hong will be dead on that day. =x
Alright... need to call babylove le.
Hope she can forgive me and answer my call..
Goodnights!
Thanks for reading.
YO GUYS!!
This few days i and baby gone thru alot unhappiness..
however, we solve everything.
We brought 2 hamster that respresent us..
Wanted to buy 1 at 1st... but baby argue with me... haa=D
Wad baby said was right! she said u got the whole world but u are lonely wad is the use?
Okay baby Iloveyou ok?
Today after work.. meet baby and she came my house to study for her 'O's..
All the best to you baby!!
And of course i took a rest while she studying.
Went to eat at bishan... Though we spend alot this few days..
But it actually worth.. haa who knows? i might die the next min and $$ cannot bring along too=P
Touch wood, touch wood.
There is a saying..
The more you sweat in training,
the lesser you bled during war.
So i believe as long we are not defeated by quarrels, we are always building our relationship
To
Next Level.
Baby i love you for my rest of life.
we are going to live 2 person life now.. so we have to change the way we behave.
Is not easy, it require time.
Hope you can give me your paitence,
Your love,
Everything.
Hugs!
3 days never update liao .
time to update! hahaha :D
past few days have been the downs in our relationship.
but finally, everything's over :D
everything have been explained, everything has a solution to it.
saturday after our Massive Arguement we went to Jurong Point..
went to get some gifts for babylove's birthday present. hee.
then head to Fig&Olive and lunch.
and then to ang mo kio for soccer.
and after soccer we went to eat zhe char together.
sunday we went to bishan to have prawn fishing.
for holy 7 prawns only.
hahaha!
and babylove didnt keep to his promise,
but he's forgiven once again.
and then we went to Junction 8 for a walk and then he had KFC there.
and after that together with julianna and junhong,
mrt down to Chinese Garden.
head to Jurong Swimming Complex.
enjoyed, and then eat at KFC again~
after that head back to amk get the fish tank for our lovely little hamsters.
hahaha.
fish tank for hamsters.
hehehe.
alright, after that head to babylove's home,
i fall asleep after talking with my friend over the phone.
& when i wake up it's already 2am.
hahaha,
supposingly teng teng send me home,
but but but,
i fall asleep is first thing,
and luckily didnt send me, cause im scare of bike!
hahaha.
alright, will be having chalet this weekend,
and after this weekend, my everyday belongs to mugging,
i promise!
BABY i'm so sorry for recently quarrels..
I didn't want to make u speechless.
I really love you.. but i dun mean what i said.
Sigh.. issit because of my 12days block leave and suddenly i have to work?
And we couldn't cope our life?
I do feel tired even i am slacking in the office.
Is tired when no job given to me and i have to stay awake in the office.
Sorry for attitude.. But u always treat tired as an excuse.
So i dun voice out.
I admit i give u a LL face when we met up yesterday.
I was tired.
And u wanted to shop.
But after chicken rice i was alright..
But u change to cut hair.
Baby i love u cutting hair, but i know we will end up late.
I have work in morning so i didn't want to contiune to shop even though
is not yet 9pm and shop are still open.
I'm sorry, and should i given another chance..
I wish to shop with you at tmr afternoon.
You didn't want to hear my voice over phone anymore.
It was my fault, i didnt earn my chance.
I LOVEYOU always!! even we quarrel, whoever is wrong..
I will still give in to you.. because i really want you forever!
Goodnights.
EMO qiulong.
sighs.
many things seems so wrong.
i dunno why.
may be due to the new posting,
may be due to the adapting back to army life.
you said something so harsh to me today,
why? did you ever take a second look and send that message to me?
i'm so speechless.
not because i admit that i'm wrong, but is couldn't be bothered to explain.
i guess, i continue with my plan for your birthday,
and i will give my last effort.
hope nothing has changed.
468 stars, some more to come.
right now, at muqing's place.
hasn't update for some days,
shall update now, sunday went to catch the movie, Phobia 2 at The Cathay.
together with julianna and junhong and of course with babylove too.
before that babylove fetch me from work and we went for neoprint session.
spend the night at amk with babylove and grandma.
and early morning went to work, shag all the way.
and meet babylove for neoprint session again, and then we went back yew tee.
and babylove went home earlier because tuesday he has to go for his new unit posting!
babylove posted to nee soon camp i guess, if i'm not wrong.
and as a clerk, he's damn free hahaha!
going down to the stationary mart to buy more straws.
yeah, for my love present.
more to go!
and i still adding gifts for him on my list !
hahaha.
sometimes being caring, isn't always the right thing to do.
another lesson learnt.
and guess what, sunday i don't have to work again~
sighs, dunno isn't a thing to be happy about.
so thus, i can get toi go prawn fishing with babylove and family :)
anyway,i told my supervisor that i've learnt my lesson,
i wouldn't say okay to work for them other than thursdays and sundays.
but for some cases, i will confirm with them when the date comes nearer.
alright, got to go and buy now, before my tutor, yong xiang comes.
hahaha!
currently now at Parklane mall.
after work, meet up with my babylove and to Cineleisure for neoprint :D
hahaha.
work today was okay because Michelle working with me :D
hehehe.
we laugh our ass out on alot alot of things. hahaha.
i work from 12pm to 8pm today. and yes,my legs are aching again.
okay, and then now together with babylove, julianna and junhong.
they are l4d-ing, but i'm blogging,
thanks to this lag computer!
and right here their L4D have new maps.
hmmmm, anyway tomorrow i got to work again,
from 9am to 5pm. hmmmmm.
and my babylove is booking in on tuesday, hee!
he got himself confused. hahaha!
had our neoprint taken and silly babylove tab the wrong japanese word,
end up, our photos are so original! hahaha.
heheee.
i love it many many anyways. :D :D :D
supposed to spend the night together at amk.
but, granny there's .
so nope. but definitely my love will be bringing me to work,
and then will head back to his house,
hmmmmm..
alright, post more tomorrow night after i get back home after love's house.
anyways, i won't be working many days during october.
probably only 2 holy days.
cause my supervisor super understanding,
ask me to rest at home to prepare for O levels.
hahaha!
alright, got to go now~
YO DUDES~!
Thunderstorm had pass and Rainbow is out once again.
Eventually i talk it out with dear.. And solve the quarrels we had recently.
Went to sentosa yesterday, though it rain... but is fun playing there.
We had Carl's Jr for dinner.. and baby couldn't finish her burger so i ate 1and a half.
Can you imagine how big is their burger and i ate so much.
Anyway is worth! The beef with cheese fries is a must try~
Baby is working now.. later will be going for neoprint then movie maybe...
Ahahaa.. tml report to my new unit which very near my house hee so lucky...
Baby i'm so sorry to hurt you once again..
I admit that was my mistake and beg for your forgiveness.
We promised each other no matter wad happen, we will never be apart.
WE had overcome lots of obstacles.. they actually build us stronger.
I really love you.. Since the day i know you.. my heart and love hasn't change.
Muaccks~!
babylove and me :D
last night i was rather cold towards you, or rather you were too harsh to me,
i wasn't cold to you, i just kept silent.
and i kept thinking, what's the problem, and what's the solution to it.
and memories kept recollecting to me.
the first call we had after 2 and a half years without contact,
the words we first spoke to each other,
the every night that i felt so sad, and you invite me over for dinner,
and till the times where you waited for me at the mrt platforms every morning,
and to aunty's lilian office and then tuition the boys,
sentosa with them, bowling with them, escape theme park with them.
all these kept in my heart, kept deep inside me.
i know that honeymoon is over for us,
and this is the time whether we could have a long lasting r/s.
i have the answer, do you?
i know last night was a nightmare for both of us.i have been crying since 11pm till 2.30am when you called me,
i realise you find me a different way, where by you have other expectations of me.
i regret that i have been attituding you always, but i do apologise, and i explained.
i know that you have been very patient with me, have been very forgiving,
you told me that if every other guy could tolerate me, then you wouldn't be boyfriend at all!
which i find that what you say is true, things are there for us to overcome,
obstacles are there to build out obstacles stronger.
i'm glad that we didn't lose to the battle,
i'm glad that we didn't lose each other over a night,
i'm glad that we didn't forget the promises we made and we're still together.
i love you.
nothing has changed.
and forever baby, i love you.
Just have a quarrel with dear,
And this can be prevented ,
It just take me a little bit effort to make my dear smile even more...
Because of my inmature... everyday game game game and fail to report to her house early morning..
WE quarrel.
It totally my fault of addiction to game.
And baby did put alot effort to support this relationship..
She cried badly tonight because of me, without knowing who really in a wrong i blame her.
i fail to give her secure
i fail to give her attention
i fail to give her wad she needs.
And now she treat me no longer her boyfriend..
We might break up and i dunno how long i can contiune typing her blog.
WE used to promise each other forever,
WE used to secure each other feelings,
Now we only can roll tears separately..
I didn't want this to happen!!
It could be my words that started all this,
and i couldn't do anything to save it.
She wanted my accompany every second she can get..
So i every morning have to report at her house early the morning..
Which i always fail to do so..
1st mistake.
I ask her to change her attitude,
she reply: ' i'm like tat, u can dun wan'.
2nd mistake.
These 2 mistake is wad i could actually prevented.
I really love her that much..
But now even my calls she not interested to hear.
I guess our story is again... yet to finish.
Even though i love her family and her.. But i guess she not going to accept me again.
She said she will be a different christina tml,
And i dun even dare to open my eyes for tml morning..
Because i dunno wads is going to happen.
MAY GOD BLESS ME!
I still love u baby~
will it come to an end again?
maybe you find me as a burden!
no mood to blog today. fucked.
yesterday catch the movie, I Love You Beth Cooper..
nice show! hmmmm, after that we went to buy ingredients for the dinner.
we had chicken chop with garlic rice. superb!
hees.
thanks my love!
going back to amk tonight, together with grandparents of course.
cause tomorrow have to pray to my great grandmother.
hmmmm,muqing is helping me and babylove to carry grandpa up the stairs.
millions thanks!
alright, babylove posted to which unit will know tomorrow. hope won't be far.
saturday will be having sentosa outing again!
and now already planning my love's present, and also his birthday chalet.
alright, got to go now, update tomorrow night or something!
Yoyo people...
today have a great morning.. babyy came to my house with breakfast wake me up..
So sweet and went to cck for lunch...
I had a breaded fish which taste sucks..
Baby had a lobster bisque, even sucks..
And i told baby tml i will show my lobster bisque to her hahaa..
Had a dinner at amk with yong xiang and muqing,
The food not bad and price reasonable.
Went for dessert after that..
Send baby home and came back!
Baby told me not to leave her and i already promise i wun leave her anymore..
Baby is a nice girl and i dun say infront of her because her head will swell hahaaa..
Tml is having movie and dinner prepare by me..
Photo will be uploaded i guess..
OKAY thanks for reading.
Chao~!!
practically today spend more than half a day at ttsh.
luckily, babylove was with me, if not, i sure blew my top on the admistrative clerks.
they cancelled our appointment wrongly.
what the hell lor. and we waited for like hell 2 to 3 hours.
piang!
and my babylove was so shag today. as he scare he couldn't wake up on time, so he tonned again.
hmmmm, tml will be going to muqing house,
but girlfriend will be heading to my place first and accompany her to cck polyclinic.
hmmmm, will go find my love early morning tomorrow.
babylove left my place at 9pm. and before he left he was sleeping.
and when he was about to leave,
he said this.
love: did i leave anything behind?
me: nope i guess..
love: okay :)
me: your 11b and ez link with you ya? so nothing left behind :D
love: oh ya, i left something important behind.
and then he give me a big smile on his face!
hahaha. sweet and silly babylove!
i love you.
Hello Readers!
Today was a relax day for me...
Went for breakfast with buddy and love.
Then we to watch a movie at orchard...Aliens in the artic.
Very nice show.
Baby's attitude wasn't good.. due to her leg pain and she hungry
when there is no time for her eat...
My fault ok babyy?
As usual sent and pick her after work...
All the way give me attitude hahaa coz her work cock up..
FxxKing busy day and she working alone at taka..
Fxxk up right?
Okay i know babyy is strong.. and i have to thanks everything u gave me.
Readers dun get me wrong.. hahaaa.
Baby have been giving me support in every area.
Iloveyou babyy.
Tmr have to report to her house at 8am..
haaa, i'm still blogging not yet sleep.
No choice.. only get to use com twice per week.. so half addicted to computer le.
Okay baby, sweet dreams to you.
I go sleep le. hugs.
alright ytd was a goooood day for me!
babylove came in the morning and woke me up :D
so surprise to have him to come at 7 plus.
edited the zoo photos, while babylove dota.
after that L4D with girlfriend, junhong and eugene.
hmmm, Good Game after all.
head down to soccer after that and then eat Zhu Chao with girlfriend and junhong.
back to amk last night, hee!
and then this morning meet up with girlfriend and junhong for breakfast at braddell.
and then to town for movie, Aliens in the attic.
super fun show, after that went to have lunch and then i have to work!
actually, i felt very guilty that i have to leave babylove alone when he's booked out.
but i have to work, as i already gave my words to them.
luckily my babylove is understanding, and never onve he ask me to skip work.
it's not that i don't skip work for babylove, it's not necessary. hahaha.
that's how we see things. hmmmm.
tomorrow after bring grandpa to ttsh for his appt,
will be meeting up with girlfriend for movie, Dance Fling, as she wanted to watch.
after that maybe ask babylove to cook for me, hee!
the love we have, is sweet, really sweeeeet.
today was a wow day! hahaha.
yesterday i slept around 2.30am after chatting with girlfriend on the phone, went to bathe.
after that try to get to sleep as me and babylove have to meet at 9am to ZOO.
hehee..
i was late. hahaha. damn the bus.
alright, super fun day.
once i reach the zoo, received the feeding tiemes flyer, and off i zoom my way to the giraffe!
my favourite animal. hahaha.
super long tongue they have! hahaha.
babylove actually ask me to feed them since i love giraffes so much.
but nope, i didn't feed them, i only take photographs with them. hahaha!
and it rains halfway!
spoil the mood of both of us luhs.
and after the rain, we went to see the elephants, penguins, tigers, polar bear.
and then when we were about to leave and take our bus,
we saw Dr. Fish Spa, student price only $5. so cheap.
so we headed in there!
super ticklish.
even my love couldn't take it. hahaha!
and those fish really sucks! hahaha.
they have 3 types of fish that sucks, small medium and large ones.
and of course without saying, we went for the small ones. super sucky okay!
then bused down to amk for movie, Blood Ties, good movie, but quite confusing!
and then L4D to pass time and then steamboat with girlfriend and lastly, seesha.
long and mind-blowing day right!
hahaha.
super enjoyed myself!
thanks babylove for spending your day with me, i love you hell lots!
photos uploaded to fb, and tml upload to blogger.
bus home myself as i know my love is as tired as i am.
i slept thru out the journey back from novena to yew tee in babylove's arms.
and i just love the way we are :D
alright gonna sleep after uploading, cause tml going to muqing house for maths,
and then mahjhong :D
goodnights!
didn't go to the zoo yesterday.
because of babylove and also blame it on the weather.
but we're going to zoo tml :D hee!
right? hehe.
ytd was bugis spree. i guess babylove enjoy more than me.
hahaha..
after that to Iluma for our movie , The Proposal.
after that trained back.
had a weird and funny dream.
dreamt that i got pregnant. hahaha.
nahs, it won't come true! x_x
went to the Jurong Swimming Complex this morning.
so funnn!
rent two floats, one each.
hmmmm, super enjoyable.
thou it's not my first time there, but it's the best one together with my love!
and we went for the wave pool at 11.30am.
and i got trapped in the center. and i couldn't reach the floor?
now i realised it's because i was holding onto the float. lol.
i got super super panic okay. and babylove quickly saw towards me.
i guess love a shock too. sorry my love!
i'm really really phobia to water.
hahaha.
after that together with love, i sat on the float, and we went for the wave thingy again.
and love was mischiveous enough, and he actually 'dived' into the 0.8m pool.
and he got himself cut on the knee cap. aiyo..
alot of funny conversations in between. but i can't remember it all.
hahaha. so cabbed to Lot1 have our lunch? pizza hut.
hmmmm, alright, i need to go and change and off to work !
BABY~
Happy 4th month anniversary!
T0day had a short arguement.. and its all my fault.
I shouldn't give you empty promises..
I know you take my words seriously and all i did was give u false hope..
SORRY
Had a romance comedy movie with baby at bugis threate..
So sweet watching with u.. lucky never watch with gay frens.
I spend alot time with babyy.. and i know its never enough.
We promise each other, we will never fall apart anymore.
Iloveyou baby!
Cook for baby and her family on tuesday.
Tired by Fun.
I love people that enjoy my food.
And thanks Babyy for all this to happen.
Babyy we have gone thru alot.. and time have tested us.
We meant to be, and i will cherish you forever.
Muaaaccckssss~!
daddy's second course.
our dinner :D yummylicious.
everyone is fully satisfied. :)
Chef yip.
breaded fish.
yummylicious saladdddd.
i coat every fish !
blend blend blend!!
hees. babylove just went back.
hmmm, had our fish and chips dinner.
carrot soup and our roman lettuce bacon salad. tasty!
went to meet babylove at his place early this morning, after that we had our cup noodles.
and then he played dota.
and for that 4hours of dota, i slept on his thigh. super comfy, and his leg went numb!
but babylove still continue to let me sleep :)
after which we went to yew tee point ntuc to get our ingrdients for our dinner.
back home, prepare everything and get ready to cook.
thaw, clean, wash, blend, coat, fry, toss, display.
everything was done together :D
heehee.
hmmmm, tml will be our day! our 4th month anniversary. :D
to the zoo tomorrow!!!
yeah! babylove is out.
went to pasir ris at 7pm. reach there already 8.30pm,
waited till 9pm and i saw my love.
his face is so filled with happy smiles,
hahahaha.
and then, we went to the taxi stand, waited, and we got on board.
home, and he felt really happy, hahaha.
and then we lay down for awhile.
and we set off home. babylove send me to the mrt station as it was too late liao.
i scare he don't have train back.
we might be going for a swim at cck pool,
and then babylove cooking dinner for me !
yay yay.
hahaha.
hmmm, somehow or rather something is affecting me,
but babylove never fails to shun it off,
and it's getting into my limits.
oh sucks!
babylove just message and tell me that his ferry would arrive only at 7.30pm.
and he's hopping mad now, because he wanted to book out real early.
and plus now till 7.30pm nothing to do.
hmmm, its okay babylove.
i will be there at 7.30pm too. loves.
hee! babylove's P.O.C day. hahaha.
will have lot of time with him till the 21st september.
which he need to report to his unit.
hmmmm, babylove's having his bunk inspection now, and yeahs, will see him soon..
7weeks pass so fast,
having babylove prepare for his NS, busy getting his nesscessities,
then, together with brother, and junhong to tekong,
after days babylove finally get used to NS life, and have been emotionally stabilised.
and then, he fall sick after the 7th day, brother and myself went to fetch him,
and come his booking inS and outS.
and then his outfield training, after that 2 weeks like chalet life,
and now, P.O.C :D
see, how fast days pass.
hmmmm.. alright i have to get myself prepare liao,
from yew tee to pasir ris, takes an hour plus!
i'm home after 10hours of work.
yes, sad day again today, because babylove has to book in.
well, he didn't let me send him to pasir ris today,
because he knows that we can't be parted again,
and i'm tired.
for yesterday both of us are super tired. no idea why also.
just both of us shag! hahaha.
overslept this morning. thou maid, granny and mummy, and daddy's calls woke me up,
but i snooze my alarms thrice i guess.
woke up at 6.54am, and drats!
rush like mad, babylove brought breakfast for me instead, and milo too, thanks love!
and heavy rain come when we reached somerset,
and my smart babylove broought umbrella along. hahaha!
if not, i will be super super drenched.
my both legs soak in the water, and my pants too!
babylove was grabbing me in his arms,
as he know that if i am drench or something i would be sick. weak uh?
hmmmm, babylove sent me to the guard post and then he went back already.
next week programme,
1) ZOO!
2) Singapore Flyer :)
3) Pulau Ubin
4) Orchard spree
5) Bugis spree
6) Food hunting :D
7) East Coast
8) Underwater World
babylove told me that he post early this morning, and i msged him
Me: hey naughty hubby!
Him: yes? my dear?
Me: post too short already!
Him: you are spoilt by me already hor...
Me: why you say this as spoilt, i write loong loong post for you leis.
Him: i have nothing to tell others mahs, words are remain for you and me only.
oh, isn't it sweet ? hahaha.
alright, i'll be strong!
withoue babylove, i think i should be still in depression state.
thanks love, for bringing me out of the darkness of my life.
and for what you have said, love is not about the status, is about the heart.
YO!
Is qiulong here...
hmmm... just came back from orchard, send babyy to work.
Today is my last book in day hehee..
Next book out?
Monday!!.. POC lo..
To babyy..
Wadever i did for you is nothing...
Compare to you, You put in more effort than me in this relationship.
But i know, our future won't be smooth.
Lots and lots of obstacles waiting for us
I believe we can depend on each other and walk together for the rest of our journey.
Iloveyouubabyy.
May our story that never been told.. Begins here.
Muaccckss~
babylove is out now :D
spent the night over at amk, had breakfast at the market.
babylove never fail to secure my every needs.
babylove has been playing a major role in helping me to be the person i am today,
and makes me all optimistic about life.
every moment we spent together just makes me smile, all over and over.
although babylove do let me down at times,but he never loses faith in me
and is always proud & supportive of whatever i do.
i'm just so lucky to have him in my life because it's what makes everything feel better.
babylove, you're everything to me.
like i have said before, babylove will make everything back to normal before we go to bed,
for example if we have an arguement or something. it's falling asleep every night with no worries, without any unhappiness.
and getting up out of bed the next day with the smile still stuck on my face
; upon seeing a message on my phone from babylove is such a wonderful feeling.
babylove has been a great boyfriend to me, always give me a pat whenever i'm down,
always stroke my head till i fall asleep,
always hug me and whisper in my ears,
always have the words that i would ever need.
he's so damn special to me, someone who came back after 2yrs plus and changed my life.
after all, it was the separation that makes us realise who is the real one for you,
it was the separation that makes us realise the consequences of not cherishing one,
and all these has come to an end, because we have found the answer in each other.
babylove had sunburn today, due to the OC evening that he have yesterday,
and thus after long hours(3hrs) inside mummy's branch,
we came out both of us feel rather......
sleepy?
i dunno. but babylove developed fever. so we skipped lunch, went back sembawang.
slept till 5 plus or so, called up tengteng for dinner at woodlands, Ichiban sushi.
and now i am gonna rest soon as i am working tomorrow! holy!
and babylove will book in at 7pm,
and book out on monday again. because it's his POC day! :D
hahaha. finally 7 weeks past.
12 days of holidays? hahaha.
iloveyou babylove! you're always the special one in my eyes.
yays! today is friday :D :D :D
can't wait to see babylove. he's everything to me.
a bestfriend, a soulmate, a advisor, a boyfriend and a family member to me.
all these applies to him,
so what would actually happen to me if he's gone, if someone else snatch him away?
hmmm, but every night babylove never fail to include a sentence in his special message,
and that is , 'i'll never leave you again.'
for 120 days we are together, every night i would see this sentence inside the message.
i pass by a blog, talking about bestfriends, on how her bestfriend treated her,
somehow i felt something,
i have no bestfriends, maybe i used to have, maybe to them we're still bestfriends,
but, we didn't meet up, do feelings fade?
it's not like mine and janice's friendship, it's from nursery till now.
thou never meet up, but our friendship stays strong!
but definitely friends like muqing and benjamin yap are my only bestfriends,
but i felt somehow we are in different directions of our life,
but i know, when i'm troubled or upset, they will never fail to give a helping hand.
babylove has been supporting me emotionally and physcially since april.
emotionally wise, he cared for me like he didn't care for someone before,
giving me all the emotional support, became my boyfriend,
senging me sweet messages and special messges every single night.
physically, he made me go runnings with him,
babylove cook for me every other day before he got enlisted.
and that explain how i gained back my weight, from 40kg to 43kg now.
he had never failed to be a perfect boyfriend for me,
even when i attitude him and i apologised in the end,
he would tell me it's okay, because if every guy could tolerate me,
then he wouldn't be my boyfriend already.
i'm so touched by his words.
i know this blog is a public blog, passerbys will read this,
would actually thinks that i'm showing off that i am now living better,
but, come to it, it's my blog, i have my rights to say whatever i want,
right fellow bloggers?
you all blog about your true feelings that's what you all always said,
asking passerbys to respect your blog, never to spam and all.
and so, if any outside people tongue wags, so be it, i wouldn't even bother.
just like i said last time, let those think that we won't last to continue their curse and swears.
i just know that i'm satisfied with my current life,
i have my family, have my friends, have my boyfriend with me.
i want nothing to be changed, although changes at times make life better,
but now life is perfect, no changes needed at all.
i'm turning in now! hees.
finally babylove called me up.
he's late tonight because they have an OC evening.
something like a 'play' to the sergents and sirs there.
as they are having their pop next week, and it changed to monday :D
yays! and babylove will get 12 days of leave.
hehehehe. what shall we do for the 12 days?? hahaha.
life has changes, sometimes changes includes losing someone or something important to you,
or, having a broken relationship,
but changes are there to make your life better.
you might find something better and learn something when changes made in your life.
post more tomorrow, eyes closing now!
till now, babylove hasn't call me yet.
it's the second time that babylove 11pm hasn't call me.
i rather him to call me i nthe night to tell me safe and sound than those afternoon calls.
thou afternoon calls are a bonus, but i still look forward to those nights calls.
went to Jurong Point with mummy just down.
only got myself some notebooks. and nothing else!
hahaha. its far to big the shopping mall.
hmmm, after which we had our Andersen's ice cream.
$4.50 per cone, expensive but worthwhile.
i have been thinking for somethings all these while.
but i guessed i got that answer already,
and i will move on with it,
i love everything i have now,
and babylove and myself wouldn't allow anything to destroy our r/s.
i'm waiting for the call............
i am super bored at home. i didn't went for work today.
due to some reasons, but end up i stayed home.
hmmmm, i am missing babylove so much can!
tml faster comes! (babylove's book out)
and then tuesday faster comes! (babylove's pop)
and lastly, wednesday faster comes! (our 4th month anniversary, and ZOO!)
hees.
somethings are kept in my heart, deep inside,
just to prevent bad things from happening.
thou not bad things happenings, but end up getting upset and all.
today i felt rather down.
show tantrum to babylove. :(
babylove called in the morning when i'm still asleep,
but that's not the reason why i attitude him,
is because he hung up my call! :(
alright, because of his bunk mates disturbing him.
hmmm, after which something else happens.
luckily, both of us stayed strong, holding on still.
babylove, thanks for all the words that you have typed in your sms to me.
i'm sorry for what happened!
and lastly, i have to say, i love you.
oh my god! im super duper bored can!!
nothing to do at home when i no need to go to work.
plus now i not giving tution liao. piang!
my drama online i also finish, facebook getting boring, nothing to post, babylove still in camp!
piang, really bored to death!!
today muqing and anthea will be coming to my place for study. hehehe.
after that will have shopping spree :D
together with mummy and sister, to Jurong Point.
will be buying some stuffs for sister as i got my pay :D hahaha.
alright, muqing is here already. now waiting for anthea.
going prepare myself liao.
this is for you, babylove,
I can't promise you that dark clouds will never hover over our lives
or that the future will bring us many rainbows.
I can't promise you that tomorrow will be perfect or that life will be easy.
I can promise you,
my everlasting devotion,my loyalty, my respect, and my unconditional love for a lifetime.
I can promise that I'll always be there for you,to listen and to hold your hand,
and I'll always do my best to make you happy, and make you feel loved.
I can promise that I'll see you through any crisis,
and hope with you, dream with you, build with you,
and always cheer you on and encourage you.
I can promise that I'll share my dreams, my world,and every aspect of my life with you.
I'll willingly be your protector, your advisor, your counselor,
your friend, your family, your everything.
And I believe that's what love is truly all about.
i love you.
