babylove got a half day off! yay! :D
hmmmmm, been rather emo today.
dunno why, maybe due to what i read on my friend's blog.
ya, and sometimes you really wonder, what will happen in the future.
whether the one with you right now, is someone that you going to marry to.
yes i know quite ridiculous to think of such stupid thoughts right now,
maybe staying at home too long already, and nonsense came to my mind.
alright, but it's quite true mahs, well, we won't have a answer thou,
till the very day, then we'll know,
and whether we'll last forever, that depends on our last day of our life.
till then, there's no answer.
back home after a loooong and tiring day.
went to D'Marquee this morning.
together with babylove and brother hong.
reached there, helped out and had our buffet lunch.
wasn't as awesome as Meritus Mandarin.
i know la, how can compare right,hahaha.
hmmmmm, after the lunch, which is like already 5pm.
we went to White Sands, as brother hong want to do some shopping.
and he managed to buy a shirt.
knock out when i got a seat on the train.
said goodbye to brother hong at city hall,
and babylove and i then proceed all the way to Jurong.
totally fallen asleep, same goes to babylove,
hahaha!
and we nearly missed our stop. hahaha!
when we alighted, babylove hugged me closely to him.
suddenly i feel that he's always there for me,
yes i know,
what i mean is that when we both are mentally shag,
he's always there to give me that booster to tahan abit more.
well, babylove jus tleft my place, after liek 3 rounds of dota.
hmmmmmm, alright,
tomorrow will be shopping for some stuffs for their grauduation.
will be heading down to amk tomorrow.
brother hong, cheers okay?
and don't forget we're always here, just for you.
alright, right now at Chambers sembawang.
cooooooool.
27 nov : yesterday we were here but muqing bro didn't bring his IC out.
so he couldn't make membership here to enter.
quite strict..
and yup, we play at other lan shop.
4 of us, me, babylove, brother hong, muqing bro and grayson.
we went to have prata at Jalan Kayu, together with Eugene.
muqing bro were having his wantan mee with other friends.
hahaha.
a total of 11 of us sitting down at the Selegie Soya Beancurd stall chill.
hahaha. it has been loong loong time that we meet up :D
hmmmmmm.
so yup, we went to the other shop to play lan till 2am plus.
as usual, grayson will send us home. hahaha.
and when i reached home, i K.O..
babylove tonned the night thru as he afraid he couldn't be in time for today.
oh ya! we went to IT fair at Expo.
and brother hong got a hard time seatching his desktop. hahaha.
but we got sooooo many brouchures from many many company,
and then 3 of us stand in front of DELL, and then babylove & i nod head.
and brother hong called ben yap.
and then, he signed the paper.
but the shipment has to wait for 7 days. hahaha. :D :D :D
and it's super super crowded.
28 nov: we went swimming.
babylove, brother hong, grayson and my bitch*
hahaha.
me and my bitch went to sauna.
piang, we add water till the 'rocks' on fire, turned red can!
hahaha. for about half an hour we buay tahan then leave liao.
then join them for swimming.
initially babylove wanted to sleep and sun bathe de.
but i really scare of the water again ~
its like 2weeks never swim then i have no more confidence again.
build up all over again by submerging down to the pool ground.
hahaha.
and i asked babylove to stay at the edge, and that will really really help me.
where i know he's there.
he held both of my hands and supported me,
and when i catch for another breath, he laugh and encouraged me too.
really hope i can master swimming lor.
alright la.
babylove told me something,
babylove: baby, i thought of something just now......
I: [give him frown and curious face]
babylove: i realised today i didnt spend alot of attention to you.
I: aiyoyo..
hahaha.. babylove's tired la.
hmmmmm, Bitch said that serve him right, hao lian want to tonned.
hahaha..
okay la, update tomorrow or something.
but tomorrow, me, babylove and brother going Downtown East,
going for DBSSU lunch :D :D :D
every year is Meritus Mandarin hotel de lor, sian this year.
hmmmmm.
the 3 of us really spend alot of time together,
and we share a different kind of friendship and bonding..
am i right ? :D
oh ya, yesterday our Jian Kang went missing.
till today babylove found her near the washing machine.
hahaha..
hmmmmm, tonight we'l be heading to Causeway Point.
hehehe..
oh, i have rebonded my hair, at amk hub,
went back to Paul. $180. burnt pocket la.
but never mind la, every once a year have to spend de.
alright, got to go and meet babylove liao.
it's so hilarious !
hahaha!
good news to share with people :D
babylove will be flying to Taiwan next year during March.
i've shared this to 6 ppl.
wc,brother,muqing,weng wah, teng teng and eugene.
ooooops. i forgot about brother hong!
sorry D:
hahaha, the replies were like,
oh great,he could spend my birthday with me,
oh great, at least he would be here for chinese new year,
oh great, he could at least spend valentine's day with you!
im soooo glad.
well, at least now we know when he's going,
and definitely im nost happy about is can be with me on my birthday!
hehehe,
stay home whole day as usual,
babylove came over for dinner,
and then we went to Lot1.
he's searching brithday present for me lo.
so sweeeeet of him :D
alright, gossiping time with my buddy, wahaha.
byebye.
currently now at raiders.
together with babylove and brother hong.
hahaha, and brother hong have 10am to 6pm for 2 whole months.
wahaha. can enjoy life together liao.
hehehe.
well well.
wad else leis.
hmmmmm, just finish a round of L4D 2 again.
this time round didnt have the feeling of wanting to vomit liao.
hahaha!
alright, tomorrow will be another day of rotting at home.
sians...
okay luhs, latee or perhaps tomorrow then update liao.
hahaha, all those were bullshit, babylove, you win!
alright, above pics are from malaysia trip.
hahaha! we both enjoyed ourselves tremendously. :D
we both take turn to sleep on each other leg, every time sure have numb legs.
hahaha!
we went to 3 temples and 2 shops, and 1 shopping mall.
hmmmm, coool :D
one of our baby hamster is given away, to my neighbour.
babylove was upset over it.
its okay babylove, i bet Jian Kang will be pregnant real sooooon okay!
hehehe.
okay, went to Suntec last sunday,
together with babylove and brother hong.
super crowed can!
as for this week, brother will book out on thurs liao,
so chilling time comes again,
and then friday IT show,
then sat to downtown east,
sun should be swimming liao.
hahaha. all planned !
brother hong have been very emo,
because his out of course,
well, things happen for a reasonn okay!
doesn't mean that you don't have the ability to be a diver,
just that maybe another job scope will be better for you
& most importantly your body.
alright la brother, just cheer up okay!
you been thru hell, time to travel to heaven,
that's wad babylove wanted to tell you also! hahaha.
see you sooooon.
Hellos everybody!
long time no blog le... hmmm is a new week again. Monday blues as usual.
But today no government in my office hahaha..
All the big ranks 1 not here, cool man.
And this week is short.. 4days nia.
Wahahaha... went shopping with baby at far east plaza.
We brought things, i brought a shoe for my upcoming graduation day.
4December.
Yesh finally await this day to come.
So happy..
Baby still having bad stomach ache.. maybe due to spicy food.
Baby please take care yourself when i'm around.
Most worried is you ok?
I know i got lots of great brothers will take care of you.
But the highest responsible is yourself hor.
Hmmm, went JB tour last weekend.
FUN!!!!!!
Visited temples, and took alot of photos.
And enjoy great food, eat shark fins untill vomit hahaha..
Great.
After baby return my life, my life is better everyday.
Because she is around to take care of me, and love me.
Thanks baby.
I will love you 4ever too.
brother hong came to my house today,
babylove said today is his bad day,
as he received many sad news.
anyway, he's going to taiwan for sure.
and he would be leaving in December. but dunno which date yet.
went to see dr at yew tee point, brother hong accompanied me.
hahaha, soend $39 on medication.
sucks .
alright, heading to farmart sooon.
chilling with babylove, brother hong, weesiang and yong xiang.
hahaha, at Austwine. dunno correct spelling anot. hmmmmm.
alright, tml malaysia trip,
yippee. hope i faster recover, if not tml i gonna suffer.
update later. :D
yesterday went to play L4D2 with babylove.
super complicated game.
first map, failed 3 times still cant complete the game.
second map, spend 1hr10mins.
after the games, babylove and i feel super nausea and headache.
reach home no choice, have to pop in one nausea pill.
went to find wc at bishan.
end up he didnt plan lan with us.
no choice LOR, wc hor.
hahaha. catch up 3 days later.
heee.
alright, gonna meet brother hong now,
loooong weekend for brother hong,
& right now we're still waiting for grayson to be awake,
and also babylove to knock off.
hahaha.
babylove asked to cancel our dinner appt with brother.
should postpone to tml liao.
hmmmm, cause today a bit rushing.
damn, my stomach doesn't co-operate with me.
hmmmmm, internet connection was down just down.
so as the phone line.
sigh, who to blame?
issit really wrong to sign up the starhub plan ?
hmmmmm, today quite a boring day for me.
but but, i managed to go out to city hall with peixuan.
hahaha, as usual, we crap and talk.
had mac for lunch, and then her boyf came,
and peixuan adopt one of my baby hamster.
alright, 4 out of 5 have been adopted.
left one for myself.
babylove was like, so cute to give away lor.
but it will grow bigger and bigger when days goes by !
hahaha.
plus, our Jian Kang will be pregnant again i guess.
hahaha.
alright, i learn something today,
babylove haven even got his result whether he's going to taiwan,
yet i have someone saying that we wouldn't last till then.
sigh.
why do these people exist?
babylove and i have exchange our promises,
we won't know whether we have broken the promises we make to each other,
until the last day,
which is our death day.
this is true, this is what mummy told me,
and i really find it true,
no matter what promise and sweet talks we've exchange,
let's just wait till the last day of our life, and we'll know.
babylove have relieve all the pain i was suffering !
he got all the things i needed.
he left, and now emotions struck me.
wc knows why, pratically tml's 17nov.
babylove medical checkup.
and i really hope tml result will be out,
i can't stand all those feelings, be it it's going or not,
pls, let us know tml!
babylove sees me thru, while we were at the shelter sitting,
and i lay down on his lap,
he asked me, what happen to you,
the very moment i know that my emotions have let me out,
and i told him nothing,
just some inner thoughts about tomorrow,
i'll remember what brother says,
i'll remember what wc says,
i'll remember what brother hong says,
& i'll remember what yong xiang, muqing, and julianna have said.
wc told me to be brave, take up this challenge,
and i hate to see babylove going away,
but i wanna take up this too,
wc, i can do it ! :)
Hello people...
As usual, took MC today.. came over baby's house.
She told me, she shivering and very pain.
I was so sad.
SO i rush over after i see doctor.
Baby recover after my hug haha..
So later will be going to cook dinner for her.. out of ideas to cook wad le.
Hmmm going dota soon..
I'm stress with something on my mind..
But babyy got the words i needed.
She said to me:" dun be silly, hubby"
She say nothing is cannot solve de...
I'm so lucky to have her in my life.
Okay... today short post, nothing happen much this few days.
Tml going for FFI..
AND result will be out i guess.
Well, chances of going quite high.. but i'm afraid everything will change when i comes back.
I will need my buddies ( trustworthy ) to take care my dear le.
Okay.
Thanks for reading~!!!
oh. today's a bad bad day. had a very bad stomach cramp D:
well well, once a day there's this one day. haha.
alright, babylove had a day mc today.
and he came over after his visit to the polyclinic.
after which he sy me, while maid went out to buy food oor me.
we had a special day right babylove?
hmmm, now eating my mee sua, and then off play dota with babylove liao.
my cramps are killed by 500mg of ponstan. :)
went to raiders to play L4D and dota ytd,
yup, the 3 happy friends. hahaha.
then went to buy mini durian pancake and munch on the way.
one each of course.. from the dessert shop.
hmmmm, brother hong will have another loooong weekend this week.
hahaha.
guess would be outings, swimmings and cookings coming up.
should invite cutie pie cum my bitch over. hehe.
sorry ya bitch, cant go swimming with you, so sorry.
babylove, everything and anything else it just gonna be you.
"those who mind doesn't matter,
those who matter doesn't mind."
nice quote yea?
alright, had breakfast with babylove and family this morning.
hmmmm, :D
gonna go and prepare and heading to amk to meet brother hong liao.
babylove still dota-ing.
bye people!
the 5 lovely babies.
heeeee :D
i'm sooooo happy :D
dunno the reason why too.
today babylove told me he's not going soccer without me,
i told him go ahead, as i dun wish to go,
plus i promised my grandpa to have dinner with him tonight,
but but but,
end up we had dinner with mummy at suki sushi.
hahaha. superrrr full.
babylove recommend me to eat swordfish sashimi.
oh no no. not very nice. hmmmmm, had a very good last night and today with babylove.
babylove have talk to me nicely,
have assured me in every way he could.
he told me to trust him .
and time will show us,
as like what i say, time is the only thing to test for everything.
last night went to catch 2012 is on 11.15pm show,
hahaha, i thought 10.30pm,
thus me and babylove reached J8 at 7.30pm.
rot.
end up went to amk K pool find tengteng.
after that cabbed back to J8,
hmmmmm, a nice show.
hehehe. not boring at all.
brother hong, faster book out,
swimming and sentosa waiting for you !
cheer up okay :D
Yoyo
Jus had sushi at amk with love and her mum.
Still wanted to have pancake durian for dessert, however we are too full le.
Hmmm watched 2012 at bishan, not bad show.
But my mum insisted that the show wasn't nice.. but after i watch i realise,
My mum dun understand the show tats why they say suckss~
Yup brother hong couldn't book out,
But nvm lah... tml still can book out for awhile.
Today chat with love, and finally...
We ended our quarrel spree! hahahaa
I didn't gave her enough trust... tat why she behave like tat.
I got this strong feeling,
Tat i will be going taiwan.
I know its gonna be a toughest test between us.
We needed each other trust, and i really hope nothing will change when i'm back.
I really love you baby=D
stayed home almost whole day again.
went to search for course to attend,
i want to return to study life again.
and it's pretty sooon.
hmmmmm, tml we got other programmes!
hehe.
like tonight we will be catch ing the 2012 at 10.15 at bishan.
hahaha.
brother hong may not be booking out,
meaning this week no chilling time. hahaha.
thus peixuan if you're reading this,
you should know this saturday no la-teh liao.
hmmmmm, hope brother hong mood is back to normal :D
smile always okay.
alright, have to go and prepare and get out of the house soooooon !
stay at home almost whole day,
except going out to yew tee mrt to fetch god-mummy and god-daddy,
as they came to visit my grandparents,
and also get back some reading materials for Vyonne.
had a very very unpleasant night with babylove last night. D: D: D:
i hope everything will turn out fine.
brother hong texted me just now,
some bad news,
sighs, its okay brother!
just move on, things come and go,
and every thing happens for a reason.
don't worry, everything will turn out just fine k. :D
Hey baby and dear readers,
Hmmm today is a new chapter in my work.
My senior is back, so now i am much free then i used to be.
Baby keep complain i didnt msg her during work,
But i really busy untill i couldn't find time for baby.
SOrry ok baby?
I know you will not forgive me, because i had committed this mistake quite
a number of time.
But i dun wish too.
I got to work, i facing officers i can i use phone always when working.
so i hope u could put a little bit of effort to understand my situation.
Hmm i guess the only way to pay attention to u 100% is..
AWOL.
Idea?
okay la stop bullshiting le.
Hmmm jus had dinner with baby's family.
homecooked chicken rice.
Yummy.
I dun really eat if i'm full, but today's chicken rice was excellent.
Thanks popo!
alright i go catch a game le.
thanks for reading.
you can only trust the someone who loves you completely.
thanks babylove, brother, cutie pie and WC for all the words.
my last paper today :D
yay!
can really really no need to think of O levels liao.
hmmmm, had a very good sleep last night,
oh ya, maybe is because i slept at 3am.
hahaha.
WC talked to me alot alot, somehow, brain washed me.
later WC see this sure say i noob liao. hahaha.
WC told me most importantly is trust myself.
people believes you, but in that word, that's a LIE inside.
but trust is between US.
hmmmm. i know time will show.
show everything to me.
show me how to deal with my problems,
show me who are the ones whom i should trust,
show me who are the ones who stay with me thru the difficult times,
those who bring/guide you through the hard times,
are the ones who are worth to be friends,
that is what i've learnt.
i fall hard. but now, i have stand up.
Yoyo~~
Right now at baby's house using com.
Baby invite me for dota game, hahaha so random.
Chat about financial problems.. and also family issues.
Conclusion? Money is evil.
Every1 can because $_$ do bad things, just to acheive money.
Money also make people become robot.
Sigh~!
Baby came to my house after bugis,
We went to buy some hamster stuff for jian kang and fai cai.
Hmmm those near born hamster, 1week, fur come out lo.
Wahaha.. so happy.
But now stress about the cage too small =D
gonna upgrade the cage when i get next month pay ba ^_^
baby told me not to stress about money and wants me to stay in singapore,
But i think going to taiwan is a good chance for me to save money.
Sigh.
I just cant convice baby to let me go.
I really cant bear to go to.
1year without family is alright, but without baby=(
sigh.
I'm stress. but i know my rainbow will be out one fine day.
One day i dun die, i'm stronger tomorrow.
back home after my o level chinese and lan gaming at bugis with cutie pie.
hahaha!
hmmmmm, babylove is so patience with me,
he explained, he analysed, he sort everything out for me.
sigh. who else can be better than him?
he do all the dishes, he do all the cookings,
he do all the carrying of bags, he do everything just for me. :D
he told me , he wants every support that i could give him,
and he would want to be a penguin daddy,
but that needs a stepping stone.
and he would want to have a printing station,
and that will be his own shop, hahaha. :D
next, we were talking about good friends,
and i told him, brother hong said that his bestest best friend is qiulong.
so i asked babylove just now,
he told me, definitely it's brother hong without saying anything else.
and i asked him about mine.
he told me, it's him,
my bestest best friend, him.
my good friend, him.
my listener, him.
i was sooooo.
i love you baby.
now at bugis lan shop.
together with cutie pic cum my bitch.
she have been giving me advices and keep scolding me idiot. hahaha.
went to Lasalle have lunch. super full.
ate ham&mushroom in pink sauce.
hahaha. babylove sure going to say me. haa.
cause he know how to cook mahs,
he once told me that those he knows how to cook,
i shouldn't be eating outside.
hahaha.
hmmmmm, had my chinese paper,
overall okay lor.
hahaha, fall asleeeeep sia. wake up then chiong faster do finish.
hmmmmm, those feelings of living in our own world is back,
not needing anyone's pity or help,
only babylove and family is the most important.
alright, going to play game liao..
:D :D :D
alright, i'm home, nothing to do.
brother hong booked in and babylove has guard duty D:
but ben giam, muqing and gray coming over to my place. haha.
mahjhong mahjhong mahjhong.
went for breakfast earllier on, with grandpa and mummy.
hmmmm, nothing to post anyway,
except somethings that hinders in my heart,
afterwhich i won't say anymore,
i'll just shut down,
i'll pretend i don't have all these obstacles before,
i'll pretend nothing else happens,
and just forget everything that happens,
because i'm going to die without you.
smile :)
every week when brother hong book out we sure have something HOT.
hahaha.
well, after him telling us somethings, we chose to stand by him, no matter what.
like babylove said, if one day, brother hong did something wrong,
he will have every reason why he had decide to do something in the wrong way.
anyway, don't overrate yourself, dun think we keep on arrowing you.
why would you think this way, its because you're over paranoid.
you couldn't place your trust on us, which you admit long long ago,
you only think we bad mouth you, we speak ill of you, sighs,
so i guess there's not even a basic trust, so how to go beyond that?
after hearing so many things about what you have done/said behind us,
i admit i took some time to think and analyzed,
i just hope everything will stop now.
i know you will be reading,
be it you keep quiet or you share with everyone,
i think is no wrong to type out wadever i have to say, so yup.
it's a public blog anyway.
goodbye.
on the 5th nov, we went to play L4D and dota,
together with hong brother, hahaha.. and yes, we chilled again as usual.
and then 6th nov we went jurong swimming complex. hahaha.
somehow i know how to swim le. and after that came back home,
render my com to hong brother for his dota game with babylove,
and i fall asleep cause i'm super super tired.
hmmmm.
6th nov we literally have been very rushing.
went to the boy's party and then to another chalet party,
and then to temple for praying with hong brother,
and then K session, our hot event.
hahaha.
it's hong's brother treat this time :D
hahaha. thanks brother!
and then cabbed back to babylove's place.
and during the sleep i kept scolding babylove,
and weng wah heard it. D:
it's because too hot and babylove hugged me toooooo close with him.
hahaha.
alright, just now went to raiders to have a round of L4D then back home.
mood is very bad, doesn't know why.
and i guess what mummy says is very true,
the more i prone, it's as if i can't survive without that particular,
and this is completely not true.
thou i may have faults, but take note, you know what you've said behind us.
brother hong booked out this evening.
so funny can, was talking about screwdrivers.
lol. hahaha.
anyway he will be coming up to yew tee tomorrow morning.
will be having breakfast together while waiting for babylove's half day off.
will head down to Jurong Swimming Complex. hee :D
alright, went for pasta mania just now.
hmmmmm, after which went to meet brother hong at amk.
had a round of L4D and a round of DOTA.
hmmmmm, tomorrow will be swimming and chilling time,
like wad brother hong said, loooong weekend for him. haa :D
ebjoy it thou, so long never enjoy liao right. hahaha.
suppose to catch a movie, but rather all of us no mood for it.
so raiders :)
alright, have to go and sleep liao. 2.31 am.. kaos.
weather today is sooooooo cold !
oh ya, yesterday julianna message me saying we're no longer friends.
i dunno what has went wrong,
but after listening to someone,
who told me, i should wash my hands off her,
as she washed her hand off me.
and it hit hard on me.
couildn't imagine at this age, this kind of things do happen.
i know ju, you would be reading this,
might be hopping angry about me posting this,
but i guess i have the rights, and i didnt talk bad about you too.
definitely babylove's the first person to everything,
definitely he's the only one who has all the words i ever need.
and definitely, its only him, whom and where i can be so neutral.
i don't have to hide any feelings from him, and its only him i trust faithfully.
all in all, i just need to see him infront of me and i'll be fine.
loving babylove, never is enough.
got back from physics paper.
was okay de paper.
hmmmmm, after that went to have breakfast at Macdonalds.
together with Cutie Pie.
yesterday went to god-ma place.
had a small birthday celebration for her.
hmmmmm, pictures uploaded in facebook.
alright, will be goingn to sembawang later
and spending the night over at amk.
got home after chemistry paper.
it sucks!
sighs, will study physics tonight with teng teng.
alright, mood have been lifted up by babylove.
he took half day off, came over and cook pasta for me,
when i'm back its all ready for me.
yummilicious. !
cutie pie has to go and meet her dad, if not she will be here also.
hahaha. alright have to finish up all my pasta now.
photos of the fish&chips and today's pasta will upload later.
YO baby!
Surpise to see my post?
hahaahaa~
Now at baby's house preparing pasta for her.
Today went dental appointment in the morning and took day off
in the noon.
Later after pasta will be heading my home..
To see our hamsters!!
Baby is now not at home, taking her science paper.
Hope at least she try her best!
Wahaha...
Baby told me this morning that she cant pass.. no matter how i jiayou her,
She still no confidence, sigh~
So upset that she must at least have fighting sprit ma..
Tio bo?
Nvm my dear is like that de lor.
Wad to do.
Hao ba.. lets wish her all the best for her 3rd retake 'o'
Ok... i faster go have a warm up dota match 1st..
Baby today jio me dota wahahaa.. uncommon sia.
alrite see ya.
our hamster jian kang has given birth le :D haa.
oooh, yesterday i post about my hamster being pregnant,
actually already one week plus liao. hahaha.
hmmmm, gave birth to 2 baby hamster.
babylove now thinking of name for them.
hahaha. he wants to give them a meaningful name. hahaha :D
alright, this morning went to have vegetarian breakfast,
location is at bugis.
waited for brother hong,
and then went to pray in the temple,
super super crowed.
and then we went iluma walk walk,
and very funny, we were invited to be shown around at the K Suites.
cooool, super cosy, we will be there one day. haaa.
after that, trained down to amk,
went to have some dessert, and then off to play lan,
i know i should be studying, but i really give up my science le,
really difficult to understand, sighs !
but will still try hard for physics.
i know must tackle both, but i know my ability.
somethings are better to be left unsaid,
but at times, things are getting out of hands.
