Nothing else matters, excepts you. :D

okay, my mood is much much better from two days ago.
will be heading to town together with brother, junhong and girlfriend.
oh, before that me and brother going down to Burlington Square to get my router.

babylove msged me and say that he's not feeling well.
and abit feverish.
one of his bunk mate has booked out, suspect H1N1.
hmmmm,
ytd modem suddenly down,
so cannot blog.

alright, have to get out of the house le,
meeting brother at 11.15am at amk station.
hope everything will be alright.

i miss babylove!

hmmm.
eating curry mee now.
feeling abit hungry.
chatted with babylove just now.
he's very mad.
shhhh.. cant spell it out here.
hmmmm.
babylove just want to protect me from harm, that's all i can say, that's why he's so mad.
alright,
babylove knows that im unhappy.
and babylove said that he is regretting.
regrtting about what, im not very sure either.
and i told babylove that i am a coward,
dare not go for the tyhoid injection if i get the job.
and babylove ask me to wait for him to book out then go for the jab.

i know that babylove is not around me phyiscally,
but somehow, i can feel something from him from far far away.

at raiders now.
together with muqing, junhong and girlfriend.
mood is super lousy today,
this went to Francis & Jean and have a hair cut.
Mico my hair stylist cut alot alot.
hahaha.
nearly to my shoulder length now.
hmmmm.
im sooooo bored can.

went to give tuition at the boys house,
after that went to Lucky plaza to have my hair cut.
then meet junhong and girlfriend and then bus-ed down to amk to meet muqing.
along the bus journey,
i have been thinking much.
thinking how babylove of course, thinking of how to behave when i see babylove.
read thru the diary and the LoveBook written by babylove.

for the past few days, friends have been doing their part to keep me occupied.
they have been doing their part to make me feel more at ease.
especially big bro,
listening to all the rantings from me,
keep telling me that babylove will call me once he's freed from all the lectures.
thanks big bro!
not forgetting my pal, benjamin .
hahaha. he ask me anything happen the moment i said 'hey' to him.
and benjamin told me not to think so much.

i feel so wanting to cry,
but babylove words is replaying in my mind,
thus, all my tears are just flooded my eyes, and not drop to my cheeks.
of course, there were nights that i cried under my blanket,
but i always remember what babylove say to me, Be strong, Jia you.

babylove asked me to plan programmes for him when he book out.
and the first programme has come out.
and that is going to sentosa with our friends.
hahaha.

weesiang is organising.
yeahs,
and i will try to persuade babylove to go underwater world with me.
i miss those jellyfishes and starfishes.

alright! cant post le,
muqing is peeping into this post !
he's main motive is to ask me play dota.

this is the 80th post.
hmmmm.
im missing babylove terribly.
had a good night sleep, but with mixed feelings, should i put it this way?
babylove texted me this morning hoping that my mood is back to normal again.

today will be having tuition at the boys house,
after which i'm free again.
maybe will ask muqing to coach me maths and perhaps mahjhong!

hahaha,
friday will be going to town with big brother, junhong and girlfriend.
alright, nothing to post le.

went to raiders today.
together with big bro (ming hong) , muqing, junhong and girlfriend.
hmmmm.
dota and then L4D.
babylove called me this morning.
but im still fast alseep.
soooo sorry babylove!
days without babylove, only makes me wanting to sleep sleep and sleep.

hmmmm.
chatted with big brother last night.
all sorts of problems luhs.
glad that he could actually listens all.
and after raiders went back amk house with big brother too.
got to take grandma's eye drops and also some other stuffs.
and yup, started talking again,
about alot of things,
mostly about secondary school stuffs.

and then im back to yew tee.
so bored about my daily activities.
maybe should listen to big brother, go and have a run, ya, alone.

went to orchard with julianna today.
went wisa, far east and ion.
went to Luvos find kafu.
hmmm. very nice layout of the shop.
babylove called me 4 times today.
so glad to hear from him.
the feeling is no one can understand de.

yes, babylove is still sending special message to me every night still, without fail.
i love him .
and i miss him.

accompanied julianna to cut her bangs,
hahaha.
looks good.
after which went for chicken rice,
then to sony ericsson to repair her phone.
and then to the brownie shop.
oh ya, babylove ask me why never seek his consent and told julianna that i can work.
then i explained to babylove that i haven really promise, and im seeking consent now.
and he say, relax, he was pulling my leg.
hahaha.
and babylove is really glad that things between me and julianna has finall settled.

friday will be shopping day with girlfriend, which is julianna.
and tml, will be raiders.
together with junhong, girlfriend and muqing.

i cant wait for 6 august.

10 more days to go.
babylove is calling me everytime when he has fee time.
babylove just called and said that he just finish physical training.
something like endurance training, taking the weights and hang in there.
hmmmm.

later will be going to orchard with julianna.
she's one of those people who i can talk to now.
we have cleared the misunderstandings between us.
i think not only me and julianna is glad over this,
our boyfriend will be the happiest to know that.
babylove was glad that i talk it out with julianna.
and babylove told me that he's glad that im fine.
yes, i have girlfriends in ite but now i already quit ite, also very hard to keep in touch.
but never will i forget them.

yesterday had tuition at daniel cousin house.
do work and then chatted till 11pm.
and my phone flooded can.
with many many sms from different people.
babylove, julianna and eugene.
i gave a shock to babylove.
cus i would reply his msg always without fail,
but yesterday, i placed my phone inside my bag, thus i didnt saw those sms.
im really sorry babylove.

alright, have to go prepare le.

sighs, i missing him again.

alright, shall post abt ytd,

went to sgh to have my MRI scan done, and next to give tuition to the boys.
after which i took cab home, and then rest awhile before i go and meet julianna at city hall.
we went to watch the NDP 2009 together, yes, just the both of us.
crap alot, took alot of pics, and also share quite a number of things with her.
after that we cabbed down to amk to meet muqing, muquan and junhong.
they were gaming and i just stay there,
as muqing ask me to watch them and learn how to play.
hahaha.
after that i took train back home to yew tee.
nearly overslept and miss the station.
luckily got up in time.

called babylove at 10pm as he asked me to.
and he was tearing.
i was in total shock.
because he didnt want to tell me what is happening.
no message from him, nothing.
he then told me he didnt want to chat, and ask me to wait for his sms.
waited for long, couldnt wait anymore, i called him again.
babylove then ask me to wait again.
no choice, but to wait patiently again,
it was because,

ytd inside the camp, they have a talk, a talk abt stress and girlfriends and all.

babylove paid so much attention to the talk that it affects him in the night when i called him.

he shed tears, gave me a shock.

i thought something else happens.

silly silly babylove, hahaha.

dear friends,

thanks for all the care that you ppl render,

especially ming hong , junhong , muqing , and not forgetting julianna.

for the words you all said, i really appreciate.

muqing said that the day that babylove will be booking out is gonna be near, and he would take care of me, ask babylove to rest assured.

ming hong said, babylove has left him with 20 tp scrolls for him to tp to me when needed. hahaha. and also, that 20 is only a figure, its unlimited usage if i need his help.

junhong and julianna keep asking me to rest, and take care. and asking me not to think much. Julianna even trying to get a job for me..

really appreciated.

ppl out there might be thinking what thing batthe 20 tp scrolls.

it all started when baby said that he couldnt put me down when he is inside the camp.

in chinese, fang bu liao yi bai ge xin.

then babylove said that he will distribute to friends.

50 hearts to muqing.

20 hearts to ming hong.

20 hearts to junhong.

5 hearts to his sister.

and another 5 hearts to any friends which wants those hearts.

hahaha.

finally, its friday now,

sigh.

today junhong cme instead of muqing.

because muqing has maths test in school day.

hmmmm.

ming hong came too.

junhong and i toured around the BMTC.

and went to their bunks and all.

hmmmm.

next ming hong came, chilld at their canteen, waiting to go auditorium to find them.

witness them swearing in and singing of natioal anthem.

baby gave me a hug before we parted.

i managed to hide the tears,

and i guess baby too.

hmmmm.

took ferry back to mainland, then to burger king for lunch,

stayed there for an hour plus,

talked quite alot thou :)

went to give tuition alone.

no doubt it wasn't my first time going there alone, but it feel like as if it was the first time.

i really couldn't imagine :(

called junhong, because my tears really dropping down le,

initally i called muqing, but he was in the class, so didnt talk much.

so after junhong's call, muqing called me,

yes, tears down again,

muqing tell me dun be silly.

13 days will pass by very fast.

hmmmm.

i really appreciate all the friends that i have with me, seriously, without them, i dunno how.

this morning baby cried, whereby i couldnt hold my tears too.

he stroke my head, asking me to hush down.

trained down to tpy meet junhong and later cabbed to pasir ris,
on the cab, baby kept stroking my head, hold tight to my hands.
i know what he was trying to tell me.

6 august, i'll be waiting.

friday is reaching.
hmmm.
went to get stuffs at Causeway point.
and also movie,
horror movie, Haunting in Connectition.
something like that.
cant refer to movie tickets,
because when we purchase it, some probs occur and our tickets couldn't come out.
sighs.
cant get away from reality.
nothing gonna happen when you're away okay?
hmmm.
many many places we haven went to.
and all these will com e true one by one okay?
many things that we want to do together,
but time is passing real fast.
its okay, like what you've said,
doesn't matter it takes how long, what matters is, how far we go.

i'll be waiting for you,
at every book out of yours,
and the end of your NS.
tml will be the last day liao.
but i know,
its not the end of anything.
its just a start of something new.
its another story to be written.

hmmm.
friday muqing will be goiong with me.
and ming hong will be joining us later.

tml babylove will be cooking lunch for me and then off to his house perhaps.
as he needs help to pack his bag i guess.
oh ya,
went to cold storage just now.
roam around, kept calling ming hong, ask him need to bring what and stuff like that.
hahaha.
spend quite alot these months,
but it all paid off.

1 finally day left for me,
I going to N.S. on friday, damn boring
Just finish shopping for N.S. stuffs.
Spend a bomb on it..

Tmr will be having 'farewell' party
With few of my buddies and babyy of coz,
But she didn't cry and she is very strong,
In fact i am the 1 crying...
I will miss her for sure.

To baby,
You are my greatest power i ever had,
The energy you gave me,
Is enough for me to do things i never try before,
Babyy,
Though we are back only 77days,
I am sure about our relatioship,
Nothing will change us,
Separate us,
It will be very tough for you
During my N.S.,
Because we havent not seen each for 1 day.
And that is also the reason why
i will miss u badly.

Love,
Stay strong,
Wait for my return,
Iloveyou.

Yo people,
left 2days going NS le..
hmm gonna miss my babyy like mad dog,
haiz.. babyy you are the only thing i worry about,
Not scare you run away,
Is afraid you got nothing to do,
You will feel bored.

I hope babyy you can focus on your
Exam during my N.S.
You dun have to worry me de,
I will be alrite.

Tmr busy day again hahaa..
Going for shopping, tuition and jogging.
Babyy will accompany me all the way.
Thanks babyy
Muacks~

Now having DOTA with Muqing,
Hahaa babyy didn't scold for the 1st time,
Love you lots dear.

Okay guys that all for today.
Thanks for reading!

had a very busy day or should i say a rushing day.
hmmm.
went to the National Skin Center.
babylove and me together with rani accompanied grandpa there.
daddy drove us there.
had been a hard day for babylove, carrying up and down my grandpa.

had some words exchange with babylove.
and after all, we stick to the original plan.
friends out there, we'll meet on this thursday then again when babylove's out okay.
hmmm.

didnt had our running today.
sigh.
due to some complications.
tml will be running instead.
then will go and buy babylove's NS stuff then babylove will head down to tuition,
and i will go for my Listening Comprehension.

okay,
nothing to blog now.
mood has turned nasty.

hmmm.
3 more days to go :(
Muqing will be going with me to babylove's unit at tekong.
days with babylove seems limited.
and the time we spend together past very fast.
today went to sgh and then quickly rush back to ttsh for grandpa's appt.
grandpa is referred to the Dermatologist.
yea, for his skin condition.

when babylove is in ns, i will work for my o levels.
i will put in more effort.
babylove make me promised quite a number of things to him and to myself too.

tml will be having a run at bishan stadium, together with babylove and junhong.
hmmmm.
then i will meet grandpa they all at yew tee and then to National Skin Centre.
babylove will go give the boys tuition himself.
not i bully him wor, is he wants it this way.
after that we'll be having dinner at amk with our lovely friends.
a so called farewell dinner for babylove.
okay, shall wait for babylove's post tonight,
goodnights!

back home finally.
hahaha.
ytd went to Mu's birthday celebration.
okok la.
had the Tiramisu cake.
and then took some photos,
and off we go Cineleisure.
together 5 of us, babylove,me,junhong,muqing, and grayson!
yes, grayson drove us there!
meet mummy over there.
we sang till 6am.
i K.O at around 3plus.
they were having a big time can.
and grayson were learning some new songs,
keep asking me and junhong wad is the chinese word.
hahaha.
and then when i lay down and close my eyes, he ask me again.
but i pretended to be asleep.
hahaha.
later then he ask junhong,but junhong was also asleep.
then keep on bug junhong but to no valid.
hahaha.
then muqing help him out.
grayson is really full of crappy jokes.
let me,babylove and mummy laugh till out lungs out.

babylove told me something on the bus when we were on they way to Mu's house.
so emo.
silly la, dun think of such things la,
there's no such thing as last, never.

actually today we were wanting to go and get a pet,
a hamster.
but but but,
we were afraid that the hamster may be lost ,
because the landlord is abit weird.
dunno how to say also la.
hmmmm.
so after the 3 weeks that babylove is not coming back, then we go and get one.

hmmmm.
babylove will be in tekong for 7 whole weeks.
i also very confused abt his enlistment thing.
hmmmm.
babylove say something to me in the noon.
which make us both in tears.
but we know we have to go thru these,
and through this 2years, nothing will change.

Babyy, I feeling so sad,
I dun have much time for you le..
maybe this is our biggest test of our relationship,
I wish by the time i come out we can really be together,
together for 24hrs...
dun even leave for a sec =D

Today have a DOTA again ahahha~
Baby improved...!
Really happy that babyy play game with me,
Thanks babyy.

Tmr Mu's birthday celebration,
After that will be going singing over night~
Sometimes i dunno how to thanks babyy and her family.
They too good already..
Better than family lor.

Maybe next time marriage is i follow baby's surname
hahaha!!
who knows xP going to DOTA again with babyy,
then have to sleep le.

Tmr damn damn long day,
So guys have to stop here,
Thanks for reading=)
Chao~

third post of the day.
babylove just went back.
hmmmm.
will be playing dota together later.
next week our 'proposal' everyday would be very pack.
and that's the last 4 days before his NS.
oh,babylove didnt get into Navy.
his application was too late.
they need around 2 weeks to notify us,
and less than a week, babylove is enlisted. so too bad.
i could see the disappointed face in babylove.
but he's saying that he's alright, its okay,
and that's only one motive for him to say this,
which is didnt want me to get worried and upset that he couldn't got into Navy,
as he really wants to get in.
babylove, thanks for that, i know how you feel deep deep inside.

tml will be quite pack too.
tml 'proposal' would be tuition first,office,check up and then to Mu's house.
oh ya, buy Mu's favourite birthday cake too.
hahaha.
okay,just brought another Little Miss and Mr Men capsule.
this time round is Mr. small and Little Miss sunshine.

alright,to the bathroom and bathe now,
chatting with babylove too later!

just had my dinner.
hmmmm.
now babylove trying to get into Garena and play dota together.
but but,
cannot, the server is always busy.

just who are you to keep attituding me.
what wrong have i done to receive this kind of treatment that you're giving.
i know each has different ways of communicating with each other,
but when its over the line, one should be abit more considerate,
should be at least have abit of manners,
babylove was being offended once or twice,
and now i do have the same feelings like wad babylove had experience.
i really hope for a change in this kind of situation.
you may be reading this post,
might be very irritated, might be very fcuked up.
but i just want to say out this,
each has one limits,
and i hope this friendship could still stay abit longer.

today stayed at home.
changed plan and stay at home, had dota with babylove lor.
went to the clinic at yew tee point, as grandpa developed some rashes on his skin.
had Burger King for breakfast cum lunch.

7 more days to come.
hmmm.
babylove is worried for many things.
given him much much assurance.
and i really hope to send him there on friday,
but babylove don't allow,
as he knows what would be happening when he leaves.

tml will give the boys tuition and then to office to paste some new boxes,
and night time would be birthday party for muqing and muquan!
hahaha.
20th birthday party.
okay, shall end here le.

Opps~
Forget babyy,
Babyy thanks for returning to my life..
Thanks to give me such memorable time
before i go N.S.

It was my most boring time of my life,
But you make it a wonderful time for me,
I afraid when i go N.S. you will have to turn to,
I promise to the whole world, the 1st thing i booked out,
Is to look for you.

You have words,
Not only u miss me, i do really miss you!
Cant imagine, cant understand how come we
wasted so much time to be together,
God is really testing us,
and i will take up the challenge~

I be with you forever,
I love you deep inside me.
Goodnight my dear~

Babyy, all human beings will come and go,
It only depends on the time..
That why we have to cherish our life,
Because we dunno when time is up,
and we have go..

Yeah, i'm jealous over grandpa..
Always no.1 in your heart wahaahaa..
I know he such a important person to you,
I dun mind being the second your heart, because to me,
you are special!!

Today have DOTA in morning when reach babyy's house,
Then we went to Waraku for lunch!~
Yummy, had a Pasta and babyy had a lasagna.

Went for tuition,
Went for body check,
and help babyy shift her clothes to yewtee.

Now i am at home..
chatting phone with babyy.
Okay guys,
Thanks for Reading=)

babylove is besides me now.
just had another round of dota.
hahaha.
heading down to mummy's branch later to pass her somethings.
then to give the boys tuition.

8more days to ns..
sigh. and no rply still from the navy.
hmmmm..........

went to tracy's blog.
read abt her post abt her nursing experiences in the ward.
well,i have also encounter 2 cases very shocking.
1 case was his spo2 level is only 22,
normal human being supposed to be 100%.
below 88% is also dangerous,have to handle it properly liao.
and my patient at that time was critical and he couldn't respond.
the wife was crying away, and the old patient of mine could only do is to blink his eyes.
sigh,life is so unpredictable.

suddenly miss my nursing life again.
i promised myself not to look back what i have put down months ago.
and like what babylove said to me,
i put it down because i knew no one can do the things i can do and,
things that i wanted to do for grandpa.

during that time,it was really a downturn in my life.
and there was no one i could turn to.
not my family,because they themselves are facing this problem and they hide their feelings too.
not my friends,because they have their own problems.
not my ex boyfriend,because he couldn't understand the situation.
babylove analyse the problem with me the other day.
telling me how my ex boyfriend has felt and all.
and what babylove would do if at that time we were together.
and i know, and i begin to understand.
i guess, my grandpa hospitalisation is really a big blow to me.
and he's very dear to me.
thou, we don't show people that we're close, but deep inside, we all knows.
he is someone who is so dear to methat i could give up my studies,
and just stay by him 24/7.
when he's asleeps, i sleeps,
when he's awakes, i am awake,
when he's in pain, i would distract his attention and i really felt heartpain.
saw some photos on my computer.
and he was still well,
just because of his first admission to hospital,sleeping on bed for 9 days,
he couldn't stand up from then.
was it a correct thing to call the ambulance on that day??
i really wonder.
if all that didnt happens,he wouldn't be now lying on the bed,
couldn't get up as and when he wants.
i really want to see him standing up on his own feet,for this last time.

if life is a river, and your heart is a boat,
i'm just water baby, born to float.

hmmmm.
had my chinese o level oral today at Kranji sec.
actually this year oral is quite easy.
passage abt different races of coustumes,
and topic discussion was about poly students attire to school, especially wearing slippers.
hahaha.
babylove went with me today.
babylove waited at the void deck and fell asleep.
because babylove didnt sleep last night,
as he wanted to reach my place early in the morning.
hmmmm.
and babylove reached at 11am.
its okay, i forgive him.
no, i should say, i didnt got angry.
hmmmm.had 3 rounds of dota restarting, then to Kranji sec le.
hahaha.
hmmmm.

after oral, went to Causeway point to meet mummy together with babylove.
applied the Starhub broadband.
ya,after that supposed to head to babylove's house.
but due to the time constraint,we just sit at Ichiban sushi and chatted.

babylove head back home while me and mummy back to yew tee.
just had a round of dota, and i won! hahaha

hmmm, babylove, this is for you,
i know for the past 2 days, we had unpleasantness,
but we never fail to end the night peacefully.
that is what not every one can do.
maybe to others,this is nothing at all, of course conflicts could actually resolve,but in the matter of time.
but to the both of us,we make sure none of us sleep without regrets.
i have learnt more in this relationship,
and i promised to let time heals what is hingering me.
a natter of time okay, babylove?

this is random,i know. but i just want to throw out all these.
we chosen each other as the other one for us.
someone whom we rely on.
someone whom we trust.
someone whom we love deeply.
& this relationship we don't need anyone's consent or anyone's opinion.
and also need not any hypocrites,
and no one will ever sour our relationship anymore.
because we have reach the ultimate level of our love that we create.
and this is something that no one can ever understand,
even those people who are closest with us.
this is just between me and babylove. solely,between us.

Yo people,
Today have a bad day with dear,
I'm so sorry..
Didn't mean not to keep my words,
I just cant control my timming...
But luckily babyy willingly to forgive,
THANK YOU.

Yesterday have ICE AGE3 with babyy,
Was really a nice show,
Have DOTA at her house, play till 11pm,
Her Dad got angry.. luckily never quarrel,
Coz i know with dear's temper,
Sure will have a war man~

Okay tmr is dear chinese oral test,
Babyy jiayou wor..
Confirm can pass with flying colours de=)

Going to sleep soon,
tmr need go babyy's house early in the morning,
So cannot late anymore le.
Loveyou lots no matter wad~
See ya!

now at aunty lilian's office at Redhill.
later going give tuition le.
had an very unpleasant day.
sigh.

i dunno why,
things are different now.
am i demanding too much such that you couldn't even keep to your words.
im really really upset over this,
i hope we could resolve it.
you shouldn't say yes,if you're not sure of it.
and when you say yes,i would take it that you mean it and you really mean yes.
but,i am always wrong.
sigh.
don't wish to throw everything out here.
there's always reason of every acts i made.

hmmm.
babylove just left my place about 45 mins ago.
had dota again,
this time round,
much much better.
babylove teach me how to play by making himself as my opponent.
hahaha,
yes,and that's how i learn. :)
because of babylove, i stepped into raiders.
because of babylove, i took up cyber games.
because of babylove, i am actually playing dota.
which at times i cant believe it that im playing.
hahaha.

babylove did a change in me.
whereby i found another way to relieve my unhappiness.
but at times it will off mood de lor,during games.

watched Ice Age3 today at Causeway point.
hahaha.
very hilarious show.
but it brings in real life theory inside.
me and babylove were laughing so crazy can.
hmmm.
okay,got to faster write out those special messages babylove had sent me every night.
because my inbox is damn damn full already.
hahaha.
goodnights everyone!

Thank you for being a lovely boyfriend.

thank you for never stop loving me.
thank you for taking care of me.
thank you for showering the needs of mine to me.
thank you for staying by my side.

just 12 more days you will be away to NS.
something that we have to face,
no worries babylove,
things will turn out just fine like how we thought.
i won't be lonely,i promise i will keep myself busy okay.
i will take care of myself and keep myself healthy.

today feeling much better than yesterday.
head was throbbing head ytd.
pop some medicines in and had a few hours of sleep then much better le.
woke up abt 11.45opm like that,
had a cup of noodles and chatted with babylove.
hmmm.
gonna go back amk to pack stuffs again.
then back here.
see how later update bahs.

Babyy you are most welcomed.
Yeah going N.S. soon~ sianz!
Didn't have much time accompany you..
But anyway we had been see-ing each other
for 24hr everyday. Sometime i really felt tired,
But it worth just to exchange a smile in you.

Hello everybody!
Now is 2.12am
Tmr is Monday!!
Sigh...~ right?

Everyone has monday blue,
but for me,
Babyy makes my mondays very happening.
If nothing goes wrong tmr,
We will be having Movie- ICE AGE3,
Before that we gonna settle my N.S. stuffs.

Morning 11am will be meeting for breakfast,
After that, our plans goes on.
Babyy learning DOTA hahaha~
I keep scolding her, i sorry ok baby?
You also attitude me back le,
So lets not quarrel with game =)

Okay didn't sleep for the last night,
Went for POSB run for kids marathon in the morning,
Being afraid couldn't wake up in morning 5.30am,
Forced myself not to sleep,
But after the run,
I sleep everywhere i go even standing in MRT
Hahaha...

Now my thigh muscle is aching,
GG for me.
Okay gonna chat with babyy and sleep soon,
Goodnight people~

yeah!
moved up amk com to yew tee le.
next gonna cancel the broadband there and apply a broadband here.
brought up quite afew things back.
those quite big and bulky de.
babylove came to help even he was so shag after accompanying my mummy this morning.
thanks babylove!

went to the dr at sembawang.
but not the same dr this time round.
only give me painkillers and runny nose medications.
no cough pills.
zzzz.
now my voice changed le.
sians,
hmmmm.
tml will be meeting babylove at 11am.
but i bet babylove will be late,
because at this wee hours,
babylove is still playing dota,and updating the blog soooon.
hahaha,
let's see okay tml..

sorry babylove,
i know small things can trigger off my mood.
i know you are very worried about this matter.
i will try to control okay.
if not i have to eat that medication liao.
iloveyou hor.
don't worry ok.

Yo guys!
Today babyy feel very sick so
we didnt go anywhere.
After giving tuition i send her back.

But weird, babyy have no fever
but she cant even talk properly
hahaha~

Hmm i still deciding whether to sign on
Navy as my N.S., babyy dun mind me going.
Thanks baby for your support.

Monday going for movie wahaha~
ICE AGE3!!
Looking very forward, ya i know
My English sucks... so i will hard time understand wad they
talking about =)

Alright guys
Short update today..
Got to sleep... waking up 5.30am tmr
For wad???
Is a secret ^^

Yo people!
Is me Qiulong..
Long time no post le babyy angry le.
hmmm 2 weeks left before going N.S.

Sorry babyy u will be bored alone,
But no choice, is ur ahgong want me go N.S de.
Had lots of outing with babyy,
Some were at her home cooking pork chop for her,
The rest we had Lan gaming or movie.

To babyy,
I'm sorry that i don't keep my words always,
Because of this we got conflicts often.
But eventually you are the one who give in,
Thanks and sorry babyy.

Nothing will separate us again..
We gone thru too much,
Wasted too much time,
It's time for us to have some sweet memories,
Let the past,past ba~
Lets look forward to our future.

iloveyou
qiulong.

now at Iluma lan gaming centre.
superrr big and superr cold here.
catching transformer laterr.
yeah.
hahaha.together with babylove of course.

had a round of l4d.
okok.
very good graphic, but connection abit lack.
and they have this mic on the headphone.
during the game we can talk thru it.
cooool right.
hahaha.
but the charges here quite ex.
an hour is $3.50.
yeah.

okay,this is for you babylove!
thanks for being with me for the past 2 months.
nothing could explain why we are back together,
other than we are deeeply in love with each other,
and together we know what is happy,what is sadness.
i love you baby.
though we had unpleassant days,
at times because of outsiders,
at times because of our own problems.
but,
its the bond that brings us together and slove the conflict ot problem together.
like we agreed to slove every conflict so that no misunderstandings will happen between us.
lastly, happy 2 month anniversary!

together,we shall stay together.

babylove at my place right now,
guess what,
i am having,porrk chop,mash potatooo and mushroooom soup for dinner tonight!
yeah yeah.
been waiting for it.
especially my mushroooom soup!
thanks babylove!

went to give tuition for an hour and back home to prepare for dinner.
hmmmm.
tml may be going to the.... zooooo!
just as wad babylove promised.
but may have the 2nd plan. :)

babylove has been quite emo lately.
dunno why,
thus sending me some super sweeet goodnight special message.
eyes flooded with tears last night,due to his special message.

babylove,i'll just stay here.
never leave your heart.

my babylove is beside me now.

at raiders.
hmmmm.
days being with babylove seems to become lesser and lesser le.awww, 17 days. :(
hope babylove could can into navy,
and perhaps will not need to enlist on the 24th july.
maybe tml or the day after will head down to CMPB.

grandpa is slightly better,
that's why i am here at raiders.
hahaha.
yes,for some reasons,i felt better when i see babylove at my place yesterday.
and,we watched vcd okay,
for the first time,
boyfriend of mine sits down together with me and watch korea drama with me.
babylove,you're wonderful okay.

im still thinking whether to go to shatec this month or register next year january.
sigh.
still couldn't decide.
for some reasons that i want to start early because,babylove is going NS soon,
and i would like to keep myself occupied.
hmmmm.
and i will wait for you silly baby,
don't afraid okay,
you have given me enough security when im with you,
so don't think that you didn't play your part well okay.
you know,you're special to me.
as no one can be compared with you.

babylove send me a very sweet message to me last night.
and yes,
i promised him the same thing.
and, its doesn't matter how slow we walk,it only matters how far we could go.
and babylove,
thank you for loving me once again,
thank you for coming back into my life again,
thank you for proving me wrong once again,
thank you for the words you say each time,
thank you for the effort you put in the every night special message.
i love you.
together, we shall find the true happiness, that's what you said.

you,my love,will always be.

grandpa's not feeling well.
so cancelled my tuition with the boys today.
sorrry boys!
hmmmm.
guess its due to the cold weather yesterday.
his blood pressure is quite low and his hands & legs are cold.
im very worried of course,that goes without saying.

my sister computer spoilt.
hard disk was pronounced dead last night.
thanks to my baby love.
hahaha.
nvm la.
mummy already thought of changing a new computer.
hmmmm.

baby is on his way here.
gonna meet him at yew tee point.
cause i have to do some marketing today.

saturday went to soccer.
mac after that together with mu's brother, and ben giam.
hmmmm.

im quite troubled.
dunno why.
but i know,baby will be with me through out everything,i know,that's for sure.

Hello people, it's me
Who?
qiulong lah~

hmm... today is another fun day with
dear christina a.k.a babyy.
yup it was fun but babyy's mood not good
due to her sister. Well, i can understand why
and i guess babyy really needs a break.

Since patch up, the time i had been at babyy's house
is more than in my own house! ahaha cant imagine leh.
To me, babyy is just like another mother of the family.

she's the only daughter that shop groceries for the family,
the only 1 taking care of her sick grandpa and she the 1 paying the
bills of the family( of course not her $$$ ).

YESH! all these things was done by her, she dun need
people to know wad she did for the family... instead
whole family rely on her too much, causing my babyy to be
so stress, so annoyed with nags from popo.

And WTH...!
babyy's sister does not contribute to the family
is getting all the dote from the family.
Not because i am her boyfriend i side her,
is because wad i see is truth.

i lazy to list examples,
Sometimes i really wants to tell babyy...
just leave all the chores to her maid,
dun be silly doing things that people dun appreciate.

But i think twice,
if she really stop wad she doing now,
her family will be in a total mess, and everyone wun know wad to do.
Because babyy is really that important in her family!

Babyy i will support and help u throughout,
iloveyouu always~

back from sgh and have my dinner.
sister is still having. 39.0 now i guess.
hasn't stopped the tepid sponging yet.
yawns...
sgh,those attachment times,sigh.
i dunno why,i just keep clinging to the past.
is it really that i hasn't accept the fact?
i am not sure too.
sighh.
went to the dr.
he was a prof.
charges are high but,
government got subsidy :)
hahaha.
he diagonsed me with anxiety.
ordered a MRI scan for me.
but silly baby thinks that its not necessary,
because im with him.
hahaha.
cause the scan is near to 700bucks,no subsidy,no using of Medisave.
sianns right.
sighh.

went to chinatown today together with baby after sgh.
had lunch at the hawker.
ordered the same meal as baby.
had the same drink too.
went to the dessert hop to have dessert,
and baby says its nice :)
after which went to shop around,
and also went to the Central.
saw those people take the Bungee jump and the Swing.
hahaha..

popo called me in the evening around 6plus.
asking me to be home fast.
dont shop already,
because sister is sick.
im like,yes,she's having fever,but she is having medications already.
i rush back also cant do anything.
and she's only having fever,
i went for checkups, mpore than 48hrs of gastric pain,does she has the same reaction?
sighh.
im not jealous,
im just dunno why,dunno why they spoilt her so much,
she has no problems and yet they shower so much attention to her,
and here i am sick, no one ever care more than her being having a fever.

i know that baby cares abt me.
i know that baby loves me.
i know that only baby i can truat on,lean on,cry on.

3.30 this afternoon,
a promise was exchanged between baby and me.
was glad that baby actually can forgive me.
and this shall be our secret.
people! trust me,baby is a great person.

hehe i'm back after so long...
Sister went thailand and didnt left her laptop for me>.<
these few days happen alot of things.. bad and good.

Right now i just make baby
angry.. i'm sorry okay dear.
I dun think those small matters will affect u and me
because we gone thru alot right dear?

Dear going for brain checkup
tmr, and i hope nothing negative
will appears.. baby dun worry if anything went wrong
i will be by your side always.

Day by day is passing...
N.S. enlistment date is getting closer,
i have limited time to accompany baby,
but i will spend my last 26 days meaningful,
memorable with dear,... hope this few days
wun have any quarrels between each other.

iloveyouu
qiulong.