baby say will reach by my side at 2pm.
look at the time.
1.52pm.
i called him at 1.50pm.
and baby claimed that he will be late for 5mins.
all because i am on the phone with him.
alright!
hahaha.
lets see.
baby is superr sweeet with me.
every now and then,
baby would give me a pat.
just like telling me that he's around.
whenever i lay in his arms,
baby would stroke my hair.
telling me he's here with me.
baby always make it a point to send me special msg to me.
yes.never a night that i didnt receive.
baby is different from others.
i know now i am in safe hands.
even i have to suffer,
i know i would be suffering together with him and not alone.
baby just texted me.
telling me sorry that he didnt managed to come for breakfast.
but baby say he wouldn't want to explain,
because baby say its all excuse.
i was browsing thru my sms-es.
becus my inbox is full.
and i came by a message from him.
i still couldnt figure out why he is doing all these.
im really tired facing these old problems.
could anyone help me with it.
i wouldn't want this to affect baby & me.
no doubt i know he poses no threat.
but i know baby always put a strong front in me.
just to make sure i don't lose my smile again.
i need someone really knock some sense into him.
i couldnt understand why he is using names of ppl.
and those ppl were close friends of his and mine.
i still couldnt figure it out why.
not many know about this case.
but i have found assurance from ben and junhong.
and thats enough to prove everything.
and,yes he said that he changed.
but,there's alot of butS i want to say.
telling all those wouldn't a change a thing.
my friends and i have drifted in the past 2yrs.
all because i was not allowed to be in contact with them.
or rather less contact with them.
but thank god,that they understand w/o me saying a single word.
thats is wad true friends are.
i dun have many many many friends.
but i have a group of close friends,a group of true friends.
baby and i are happy being with each other.
he always tell me,lets just stay in the world of ours.
becus we do not want any harm from anyone out there anymore.
and baby don't want me to be snatch away by anyone,anymore.
i know all these sounds stupid.
but,all these are heartfelt words within me and baby.
be it anyone out there spreading anything about us,we wouldnt mind.
becus baby and i know,good friends of mine know.
we know wad we are doing.
and i know friends of mine have given their blessings.
and lastly,i cant wait for my zoooo outing.
be it with only baby or julianna and junhong.
i just cant wait....
happy,happier,happiest
