so tired.just back from Escape theme park.went there with Eugene and Lionel.yup.the five of us enjoyed ourself,including the maid :)hmmm.and not long after it startred to rain,so we went for bowling.two games each.cost around 30 bucks.and,i top thru out !hahaha.went to have our meals at Macdonalds.baby told me,today will be the happiest outing.4 yrs ago we came here together,and now we are back there together again.slept thru out the whole journey from pasir ris to redhill.and baby kept pushing my head back to his shoulders,as my head keep dropping off.hahaha.after sending them back to Redhill,we then went to Ikea to look for aunty lilian.soooo cold can!hmmm.after Ikea we went to Queensway shopping centre to have Katong laska.and then, home sweet home.baby's sister went to Bangkok earlier this morning.and now baby couldnt find the lappy and thus might not blog for these few days,hmmmm.yesterday went to raiders together with baby, muqing and muquan.and one of my closest friend give me a call.talk to my friend and went back to find them.and went back amk to sleep.baby,you didnt left me a inch.only managed to post one photo now. will post tml. :)
have some mixed feelings out of nowhere.
i hate it.
its no longer the same.
it might because my mood saings are back.
i know its hard for you.
its not easy for me to tackle it either,
i just hope time will take these all away from me.
no mood to blog at all.
lost.
at baby's place now.
hmmm.
baby came to my house in the morning to cook for me and family:)
delicious as usual.
hahaha.
baby will big head le wor,keep praising him..hahaha.
going for tuition later.
will meet julianna and junhong for tea after tuition..
hmmm.
yes.im still sick.
last night after L4D,
went to chill at mac.
had green apple ice cream :)
2nd cone of the day!
hahaha.
junhong at first didnt let me eat green apple ice cream.
and he says must ask baby first.
and baby says okay.
hahaha.
baby told me that he really really love me.
and dote me until when im sick,
im still allowed to eat my favourite green apple ice cream!
i will auto de luhs.
hmmm.
i miss my nursing girls!
now at raiders again.awaiting for julianna and junhong..yes,they're late.so baby play with strangers first.and here im blogging first.hmmm.im down with flu and slight fever this morning.last night went to joanne's wedding.and they make it very casual,and they are a fan of Man U.hahaha.everything is Man U. including their door gift,Man U logo keychain printed with their name.hmmm.when the dinner is going to end,i felt sharp pain on my wrist up to my elbow.the pain was really unbearable that i even choose to hang up the call with baby.mummy actually thought of bringing me to the dr.but i didnt want.and i fall asleep after baby coaxing.but i woke up at five am.had very bad flu like wad i said,and its blocked and runs every other minute.sounds exaggerated.but its true.until sister got pissed and shouted at me.i guess i should visit the dr in sembawang soon. :(baby came to find me instead because i wasn't well.
baby took the lift up while i took the lift down.
i know baby will take the lift up.
but i thought i could be faster!
hahaha.
and he took the same lift as mine when he came down.
and he smelt my perfume.
and when baby saw me, he told me,and the way he say is real funny can!
hahaha.
and we went to the chairs to have a seat.dunno why we went there too.
and we just sat there kept quiet.
baby knows im not in the good mood and i wasn't well.
and im glad he is just sitting there with me.
the whole ten mins was just silence.
my dear,you say you will take care of me and accompany me until Claire's arrival.then wad abt after Claire's arrival?hahaha.i know you wont abandon me nor stop wad you are doing always.sorry that i threw tantrum on you this evening.sorry.i know i should control my own feelings.and baby didnt got angry with me.because he knows the reason,the reason why i got so turned off.thats what special in baby.something which i cant find in other guys.and only baby truly understands me.we talked to each other regarding some issues.its bothering me,and i know its bothering baby too.and baby didnt mention it until i voice out to him.and i know he just doesn't want to add on to the feelings i have.that why he had kept quiet.it isn't easy.but luckily,we had each other to rely on.we share everything together.we enjoy together,we suffer together.we don't let the other one to suffer in silence.and baby, you promised not to keep everything to yourself.alright! look out for baby's post tonight!julianna and junhong is here.
didnt manage to blog ytd.my usb modem not working well.hmmm.ytd had tuition with the kids then off back home for dinner.baby and i cycle to the hawker and pack for our dinner.we had crabs,prawns,fish,meat,vegetables.we then drank bercadi lime.played monopoly.and sister and i talked rubbish.hahaha.more than half a day is gone today,so i guess there's nothing much to blog about today.we'll be heading for prata for dinner tonight.like what you have said to me in your last night message.
we're both each other's dairy.to keep each other reminded so that nothing is miss out from our plans.im willing to be with you.im willing to play cyber games with you.everyday seeing baby is a must.and yup,baby promised to cook for me.this time round,asian style.and he promised to learn asian cooking,because of one reason.reason will be reveal at the end of this post.ytd baby supposed to cook,but he hasn't recovered.and so he didn't want to spread to my family.as he already pass the germs to me.one day,baby told me that he would be the one cooking for me in the future.and i will have to wash the dishes.and he says at times i have to cook too.and i say i only choose to cook but not washing the dishes.then he say alright,he will be the one cooking for me everyday and wash the dishes himself.hahaha.
its really sweeet that baby say all these out of the blue.just like ytd.baby told me,in his future,there's me and Claire,its more than anything that he wants.yes.who's Claire.baby says its our first child.and he know it will be a baby girl.hahaha.this sounds really really silly and stupid.but it shows alot to me.and since ytd,we have been talking abt Claire.hahaha.okay,last night we had some ....i dunno wad it should be.because we werent arguing but both of us ended up crying badly.baby told me it was his first time crying until like this,and im sorry baby,to take away your first time and not by your side.baby said it might not be the first time i cry till this badly.but he's utterly sorry to make me cry.as for NS, it will prove alot to each of us.i know that i will be in a bad shape if i cant see you for a day.but i know baby,you are mine,no one can snatch away,we have our future plans,we are just waiting for the time to come.be it only the shell of yours,i will still keep it by my side.
why he want to pick up asian cooking because, he claimed that he doesn't want Claire to have western food everyday.hahaha.oh mythere he goes again,baby Caire,baby Claire.im sure baby would dote Claire more than me doting Claire.
