back from sgh and have my dinner.
sister is still having. 39.0 now i guess.
hasn't stopped the tepid sponging yet.
yawns...
sgh,those attachment times,sigh.
i dunno why,i just keep clinging to the past.
is it really that i hasn't accept the fact?
i am not sure too.
sighh.
went to the dr.
he was a prof.
charges are high but,
government got subsidy :)
hahaha.
he diagonsed me with anxiety.
ordered a MRI scan for me.
but silly baby thinks that its not necessary,
because im with him.
hahaha.
cause the scan is near to 700bucks,no subsidy,no using of Medisave.
sianns right.
sighh.
went to chinatown today together with baby after sgh.
had lunch at the hawker.
ordered the same meal as baby.
had the same drink too.
went to the dessert hop to have dessert,
and baby says its nice :)
after which went to shop around,
and also went to the Central.
saw those people take the Bungee jump and the Swing.
hahaha..
popo called me in the evening around 6plus.
asking me to be home fast.
dont shop already,
because sister is sick.
im like,yes,she's having fever,but she is having medications already.
i rush back also cant do anything.
and she's only having fever,
i went for checkups, mpore than 48hrs of gastric pain,does she has the same reaction?
sighh.
im not jealous,
im just dunno why,dunno why they spoilt her so much,
she has no problems and yet they shower so much attention to her,
and here i am sick, no one ever care more than her being having a fever.
i know that baby cares abt me.
i know that baby loves me.
i know that only baby i can truat on,lean on,cry on.
3.30 this afternoon,
a promise was exchanged between baby and me.
was glad that baby actually can forgive me.
and this shall be our secret.
people! trust me,baby is a great person.
