back from the Fong's clan dinner.
alright, super full now. went to take bursary. hahaha.
this year much more than those previous years, i dunno why either.
okay. babylove stayed at my house to help look after my grandparents,
and also help my sis make sushi. and he made beautiful sushi okay!
yesss, i am jealous, because when i ask him to do, he just did a simple one.
but today ones were fantasic and beautiful i tell you, bias babylove. :(
babylove wait for me to reach home and he went home then, i love you so much.
felt so super tired when we went to the ntuc to buy those ingredients.
and i kept calling out to babylove. and i saw those eyes from babylove.
he's upset, he's worried about me. all these i know.
but i can't pretend to be strong when babylove is right infront of me,
and there's no need me to pretend, simply because, he is babylove, he is my love.
all the more, the one whom i trust, the one whose shoulders i lay in.
i felt rather weird now, i dunno why, is it normal?
babylove please tell me, i dunno either.
i'm so what you know, so many things happening.
well, not really happening, but is like new problems coming towards me again,
and babylove, when you are away again, who do i turn to?
this kind of thing, how to turn to just a Tom, Dick, or Harry. sigh.
i am actually so lost at times,
and i really wish that you will never need to go NS at all.
babylove, still, thanks for everything today,
be it not waking up also, hahaha. and i know you tried your best okay.
you're my best baby. you're my best boyfriend i ever have.
and i am not going to lose you anymore again to anyone.
