first day without babylove's message whole day :(
i miss the morning messages, afternoon calls, night calls and goodnight messages.
i felt so empty without his messges on my phone. the last one was this morning.
i am worried about babylove, hmmm, i miss you,
guess if you were to call me, i'll cry again.
well, i can understand why i dun receive his messages, because, he is having outfield now.
babylove prepared his special messages all the way from today's till thursday :D
hees :D isn't him sweet? hahaha.
yesterday night we were on the phone,
and we realise we have nothing much to say to each other other than those 3 syllabus words.
and thus, babylove asked to hang up,
guess he gonna hide his emotions again.
and after hanging up, i receive his text,
babylove send this to me,
baby, i realise we have nothing to say on the phone.
doesn't mean that our love fade ok?
is just that we know we can be happily together even we don't talk.
i just need you by my side.
that was how i felt everytime when he booked out,
we don't talk much for the first half of the journey,
he knows it all without me saying anything.
and when babylove is out, again, i don't have to tell me,
it seems that all my happenings are written on my face for him.
whole day phone very silence,
only receive message from anthea, julianna and teng teng.
i miss babylove,
i will outstand this feelings okay?
but it's super difficult okay, i'm not that strong as other girls yet.
my maid went back and till now hasn't call us yet.
she's playing mind game with us.
sighs! what for.
have been spending the day taking care of my grandpa.
transferring him and sponging him up is not easy at all.
hmmmm, tml i will be giving tuition and then to babylove's house for maths revision.
at this wee hours i hasn't sleep yet,
i dunno why, today everything seems different,
my sleeping time, my mood, my appetite.
guess it's because i didn't have babylove's message and his voice.
alright, today i only had a half bowl of rice.
didn't got hungry at all today. i dunno why either,
but now, i'm feeling a bit hungry, gonna dig things out and eat liao.
okay, very very random, i miss school life :(
