heading to amk later. as some nea officers coming to inspect our house.
hmmmm,
after that lunch with brother.
hmmmm, muqing will be coming to amk house to get julianna's camera.
and then have to meet xueming later. get chemistry notes from her.
hahaha.
alright, babylove and me was so down yesterday,
and he never stop telling me that friday is approaching and ask me to stay positive.
asking me to hold it there, never allow the tears to come down,
asking me to look at our photos and the love book he made for me.
babylove really love me, i know.
things hasn't been changing, and i only can pray that things goes well for both of us.
i know this 2 yrs will pass fast.
and babylove, i know you won't be reading this today nor tml,
but i want you to know, not to feel guilty,
for that you cant be beside by me like how you always do.
because the words you have said have assured me,
and i know there's ever a second that we both stop missing each other.
we are both lucky to have each other back,
and babylove, what worth me to stay by your side, is the love that you showered.
and i know, for what you have said before,
getting together in the future, having baby claire and have a family together,
is your goal in life, im already contented and nothing else could assured me anymore.
babylove, dun be blur inside okay.
drinks lots of water and your healthy bars okay.
thou you may not be training often under hot sun,
but still you have to go thru trainings under the shade, not so tedious but still, take care.
look at those photos when you miss me, hahaha :D
and i promise you,
i will not shed any tears when you're not beside me.
and promised to be cheerful and remain healthy.
To some people out there, who thinks we are not going to last,
and to some people who wants to compare,
you can go ahead with your curse and swears, and your comparisms,
we're not showing we live better off than others,
we have freedom of speech like how you ppl want to compare and curse & swear.
so just keep to yourself or with those people you're swearing with.
babylove and i gone thru alot, and had this relationship back.
even our closest friend doesnt understand why this happens,
neither do we,
so who are you, kept affecting our emotions?
anyway, you not going to affect us anymore,
because, we have become immune, hahaha.
or rather, we don't give a damn abt you anymore.
and please don't think because we are close
and you could do this and expect to be forgiven ok.
come on, you don't always get thru your way of doing things
and think that whatever you see and whatever you say is rightfully right.
