my hand can't stop shaking now.
sister pack food back from her school, needed my mum's help.
so my mum went to the mrt station to wait for her.
after my mum left not long ago, my grandpa wanted to have lunch,
it wasn't the first time that i transfer him, so i thought shouldn't be a problem.
grandma didn't place the wheelchair properly, and it was my fault,
i should have placed it myself instead.
and so upon transferring, 1st the position wasn't right, and i don't have so much of that strength.
so ended up, i transferred him to the floor.
i am like, oh shit !
grandma got shock and had tummy ache, as for me, my hand shakes!
grandma approach my neightbour's maid to come and help,
while i support grandpa at the back to prevent him slipping down,
if not he will end up lying on the floor and that will be more difficult!
and so help came, we carry him back to the bed.
sighs. i am such a failure.
i got the sudden urge to pick up my phone and call anyone, just anyone,
but i told myself, remind myself what did babylove says to me,
and thus, i only msn with teng teng.
alright, have to go calm my nerves now.
i need you babylove. :(
