okay, i'm back from babylove's house. hahaha.
tengteng gave me tuition this evening till just now, which is 11.30pm plus.
we went to have sakae sushi and then back to her place.
we chatted alot alot, and in all kinds of topics. hahaha.
i think i am countering my fear. :D
babylove ask me is it because of him i got all courage to face his sister.
hahaha, babylove, i can do everything for you. just for you.
it was all because of you that i have change.
really, to accept new people into my life,
to accept other people thinking,
to accept the fact that i have do some decision for myself.
and to control all sorts of feelings till i see you.
i remember all the words you ask me to remember,
and the do's and don'ts you set for me i will follow abide.
alright babylove, i'm missing you, can you hear me?
6 more days to go.
i'll be standing at where i have been always been standing waiting for you.
this morning had an argument with grandma.
sighs, i will go crazy one day if all those nonsense were to keep happening.
maybe, it's her character and she's old, perhaps.
and to you, maybe it's nothing else, except retribution.
my silly boy, i'm waiting here for you.
