babylove and me :Dlast night i was rather cold towards you, or rather you were too harsh to me,
i wasn't cold to you, i just kept silent.
and i kept thinking, what's the problem, and what's the solution to it.
and memories kept recollecting to me.
the first call we had after 2 and a half years without contact,
the words we first spoke to each other,
the every night that i felt so sad, and you invite me over for dinner,
and till the times where you waited for me at the mrt platforms every morning,
and to aunty's lilian office and then tuition the boys,
sentosa with them, bowling with them, escape theme park with them.
all these kept in my heart, kept deep inside me.
i know that honeymoon is over for us,
and this is the time whether we could have a long lasting r/s.
i have the answer, do you?
i know last night was a nightmare for both of us.i have been crying since 11pm till 2.30am when you called me,
i realise you find me a different way, where by you have other expectations of me.
i regret that i have been attituding you always, but i do apologise, and i explained.
i know that you have been very patient with me, have been very forgiving,
you told me that if every other guy could tolerate me, then you wouldn't be boyfriend at all!
which i find that what you say is true, things are there for us to overcome,
obstacles are there to build out obstacles stronger.
i'm glad that we didn't lose to the battle,
i'm glad that we didn't lose each other over a night,
i'm glad that we didn't forget the promises we made and we're still together.
i love you.
nothing has changed.
and forever baby, i love you.
