Just have a quarrel with dear,
And this can be prevented ,
It just take me a little bit effort to make my dear smile even more...
Because of my inmature... everyday game game game and fail to report to her house early morning..
WE quarrel.
It totally my fault of addiction to game.
And baby did put alot effort to support this relationship..
She cried badly tonight because of me, without knowing who really in a wrong i blame her.
i fail to give her secure
i fail to give her attention
i fail to give her wad she needs.
And now she treat me no longer her boyfriend..
We might break up and i dunno how long i can contiune typing her blog.
WE used to promise each other forever,
WE used to secure each other feelings,
Now we only can roll tears separately..
I didn't want this to happen!!
It could be my words that started all this,
and i couldn't do anything to save it.
She wanted my accompany every second she can get..
So i every morning have to report at her house early the morning..
Which i always fail to do so..
1st mistake.
I ask her to change her attitude,
she reply: ' i'm like tat, u can dun wan'.
2nd mistake.
These 2 mistake is wad i could actually prevented.
I really love her that much..
But now even my calls she not interested to hear.
I guess our story is again... yet to finish.
Even though i love her family and her.. But i guess she not going to accept me again.
She said she will be a different christina tml,
And i dun even dare to open my eyes for tml morning..
Because i dunno wads is going to happen.
MAY GOD BLESS ME!
I still love u baby~
