yays! today is friday :D :D :D
can't wait to see babylove. he's everything to me.
a bestfriend, a soulmate, a advisor, a boyfriend and a family member to me.
all these applies to him,
so what would actually happen to me if he's gone, if someone else snatch him away?
hmmm, but every night babylove never fail to include a sentence in his special message,
and that is , 'i'll never leave you again.'
for 120 days we are together, every night i would see this sentence inside the message.
i pass by a blog, talking about bestfriends, on how her bestfriend treated her,
somehow i felt something,
i have no bestfriends, maybe i used to have, maybe to them we're still bestfriends,
but, we didn't meet up, do feelings fade?
it's not like mine and janice's friendship, it's from nursery till now.
thou never meet up, but our friendship stays strong!
but definitely friends like muqing and benjamin yap are my only bestfriends,
but i felt somehow we are in different directions of our life,
but i know, when i'm troubled or upset, they will never fail to give a helping hand.
babylove has been supporting me emotionally and physcially since april.
emotionally wise, he cared for me like he didn't care for someone before,
giving me all the emotional support, became my boyfriend,
senging me sweet messages and special messges every single night.
physically, he made me go runnings with him,
babylove cook for me every other day before he got enlisted.
and that explain how i gained back my weight, from 40kg to 43kg now.
he had never failed to be a perfect boyfriend for me,
even when i attitude him and i apologised in the end,
he would tell me it's okay, because if every guy could tolerate me,
then he wouldn't be my boyfriend already.
i'm so touched by his words.
i know this blog is a public blog, passerbys will read this,
would actually thinks that i'm showing off that i am now living better,
but, come to it, it's my blog, i have my rights to say whatever i want,
right fellow bloggers?
you all blog about your true feelings that's what you all always said,
asking passerbys to respect your blog, never to spam and all.
and so, if any outside people tongue wags, so be it, i wouldn't even bother.
just like i said last time, let those think that we won't last to continue their curse and swears.
i just know that i'm satisfied with my current life,
i have my family, have my friends, have my boyfriend with me.
i want nothing to be changed, although changes at times make life better,
but now life is perfect, no changes needed at all.
