been writing out my special messges out from my phone,
due to full inbox, and have to keep deleting everytime i receive one msg.
hmmmmm, came across this special message,
which is about babylove receive some overseas posting.
this issue bothers us for 2 whole day.
where we both couldn't smile,
where we both can't make another one smile,
where we both just cry separately.
babylove was stronger than me,
telling me to share with him everything, how i feel and all,
he say because if i remain like that,
he couldn't do anything to help me too.
people who have stand by me,
supported and encourage me with their words,
i really appreciate it from brother, hong brother, muqing, yong xiang and ju.
they were the ones who text me to suggest ways to look at this matter.
no doubt i know i will be supporting babylove's decision,
but somehow i felt really lost.
and guess what,
babylove said he felt really really weird between us.
when we were together 5 yrs back then,
he always have to trvel back to KL.
and then when we broke off, he had a new relationship,
he didn't even reach the woodlands checkpoint.
and now, he's back with me again, he has to travel again.
both of us didn't know want to laugh or shed tears.
sighs!
i know bbaylove have made up his decision,
but that doesn't mean he could have his way so smoothly.
no matter what, i'm behind you my love.
alright, enough of all these,
going down to TGF to get my pay. hahaha.
not much for this month.hmmm,
awaiting for hong's brother book out later in the evening,
and maybe have lan or something,
hahaha, chilling time again ! :D
