back home around 5 pm .
dad fetch me home today.
went home earlier as im having very bad cramps suddenly.
hmmmmm, blogging with this new laptop.
hahaha. well, doesn't belongs to me,
it belongs to my mum. well, guess she will only use it at wee hours.
today's work was hectic.
so many stickers to be printed and also must go and fax.
hmmmmm, well, i told babylove, my occupation cannot be a clerk.
hahaha.
alright, yesterday we had prata for dinner,
and we were talking about past, like what babylove had mentioned.
yes, my tears flooded in my eyes, and i thought he wouldn't know it,
all becus i didn't know my actions and words would have so much impact on him.
im so sorry babylove,
the moment you said, it was every night that you thought of me,
my heart sank to the bottom.
while i was in love, you were all alone, facing those stress alone.
im sorry babylove, i know you hated me for how i left you,
but you also told me that it was my departure, makes you grow.
grow to someone better, grow to someone who willing to contribute more in a r/s.
babylove, those promises, were just pure words.
time will prove every little things.
going to taiwan,
we have to admit like what my cousin said,
our relationship will be drifted, problems will arise.
long-dist relationships are not easy to maintain,
all it takes is just 2 abilities, trust & confidence.
we both have to settle things here in singapore clearly,
and when problems arise when we are at different country,
we have to solve it peacefully.
and i believe for the first few months will be most crucial.
but i believe, both of us will be putting our confidence and trust to the max for the other.
do you agree?
alright, babylove became emo last night that's probably why he say ppl hate me but he dun care.
hahaha.
well. i know who are the ones,
& of course i know who are approaching in their true self and those who wears a mask.
but sometimes i am so stupid of trust whatever one has said,
and end up being shoot.
no doubt i hate those people,
but since they give me a face mask on them,
i guess i have no wrong for putting a mask on myself towards them.
treat others for how you want to be treated back.
