babylove's got duty again.
but this time round is 12 hours.
but still only can meet him after his work tomorrow,
as he couldn't take off tml.
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and again~ for the 3rd time, i failed my maths. D:
im utterly upset, i failed my science too, but a improvement grade.
this shows something, shows that O lvl is not for me.
i have plans for my future path.
babylove and friends are taking turn to remind me that im in the cross road now.
thanks people ! :D
well, imi trying to apply to RP.
f not then private school.
im really glad that babylove supported me,
telling me that im his proud baby still.
i know i let alot of people down,
teng teng, muqing, weng wa, and definitely Mr Yeo.
im sorry, i did my best.
babylove told me not to blame myself,
and have to understand that taking O levels,
i have to give 100% of my time and commitment,
& nothing from the outside should stress me,
and he knows and of course myself too,
know that there are alot of stress factors for me.
well, everything fixed now.
no point saying anything else.
it is still a question mark whether to retake again.
well, don't think i have the courage to retake for the fourth time?!
but if i don't, i don't have a full O level certificate.
arhhh. shall see how. :(
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muqing brother tell me he will treat me to ice cream tml :D
hahaha,
thou i failed, but he want to treat me still.
is a form of encouragement and hardwork,
and he know i tried my best. !
thank you brother, for being there always.
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you're sucha a faker, like wad i said on my FB.
as if ppl knows you're ranting away!
Haaaaaaaaaaa.